Apple stories`+.*+.'.

omgomgomg.
i think my cousin's having a major crush or stead.
lol.
suspects*
gosh.
she whole day act like she's so innocent.
i carn believe it la.
but according to my sixth sense.
she has a boyfriend.
yepps.
lmao.
i wonder how he looks like larhs
scarely my suspection is wrong den...
but...
she has another SIM card too.
but din tell me.
she's hiding something apparently.
so yepps.
suspection a little confirmed.
and that huever person smsed her and ask her to dream on him/her.
i mean.
which girl will tell the fren to dream of her la rite.
suspection even more confirmed.
den she talked on the phone for so long with that person.
she asked that person to call her der.
i mean
girls always ask boys to call them the rite.
if there's really something going on out there.
hmm.
suspection even even more confirmed.
then she didnt even save that guy's number inside her phone.
that means she is kinda scared she will get found out by my mum or sth.
omgomgomg.
conclusion : my cousin has a boyfriend.

but then...
i thot she liked larry?
LOL.
but whatever.
she likes so manymanymany guys luh.
so its ok i suppose.
aww.
i remembered that mysterious person's hp number.
man.
i know i am kepo.
but...
afterall. she knows everything about me.
its kinda unfair that i dunno anything about her rite.
i feel like calling that number and check out larhs!!!
but have to control.
however...
i really wanna find out whether its a guy or girl larhs.
no fair!

saturday today!
my revision day.
aiya.
but now i'm still online.
i wanna watch bleach and naruto der.
den both not out.
so i asked chentao for help.
he told me this lame web with all the animes.
and LOL la.
after all the trouble i finally installed the software.
then he told me that software is only for downloading the anime file.
and if i am lucky, half an hour will do.
if i am not, its gonna be a few days.
and thanks to him.
i am NOT lucky.
i downloaded an hour ler.
20+ %.
chentao thanks alot.
-.-

HARIBO MEGA- ROULETTE sour sweet
its damn nice.
comparable to the mighty choc.
try it eh?

haish.
life is boring.

kk go do homework ler lar!
humphh.
>=D
gonna finish everything by todae.
tmrw not free the whole day!
grrr.

bye people <3!

staciestace.
love you &miss you lots.
how many days din see you ler?
5?
misses* ^^

apple loves
7:40 PM

aww.
reached home so early todae.
thot can slack der.
in the end dad at home.
haish.
no fun :/

have to complete english compo draft one by todae.
changing my topic to :
should BGR be allowed in secondary schools.
my stance will be : no, it shant be allowed.
so that my number of words can reach the min standard.
LOL
but of cos it shud be ^^

GUESS WHAT PEOPLE !
some person posted stephen's picture on soompi website.
lmao.
she named him under :
some random cute unknown guys.
omg.
i was so shocked when jesslyn came and tell me this.
haha.
i wonder wad will his reaction be man.
^^
so fun.

*this paragraph is focusing on certain interesting fact
no other feelings added

kayys thats all
bye world <3!

apple loves
2:10 AM

merely two months.
many things happened.
haish.
i guess...
maybe its gonna be over.
the problem lies partially on me.
i cannot go on deceiving myself it din happen.
sorry.
somehow u managed to type that kinda msg.
that crashed all.
ALL of my trust &most of my love.
sorry.
this is how it affected me.
we'll see about it.

no wonder mummy told me.
dun marry a man with female siblings.
i was blur at that time.
now i understand fully.

the man will always be on the other side :/

u said u will be dere.
but
i dont see u anywhere when my heartbreaks.

how do i live on?

apple loves
3:14 AM

LALALA[:
i'm in the computer lab now.
aww~
it've been a long time since i can use the com freely.
LOL.
without being nagged at my mum.
haish.
carn stand mum larh!
she thinks the com is HARMFUL.
wth -.-
fine whatever
i duncare ler!

parents...
DOTS
they always blame us for lying to them.
like hell.
we hate to lie to them can?
we really dunwanna lie to them.
but somehow.
if we tell them the truth.
the answer is always be a NO
so why bother asking in the first place rite.
must well just anyhow crop up some shit &tell them
heehee
^^
i know many people agree with me la hor.
teehees.
nvrmiine. lets move on with life ^^

HMM.
its soap's bdae this friday.
haha.
guess what.
its GOOD FRIDAY.
heehees.
we are planning whether to go to KBOX.
but somehow dere's a low possibility.
so many people have churches to attend to :/
hoohoohoo.
should be quite fun bahs.
then sijie oso carn go.
then so lil people go oso not fun.
&soap she herself dun even feel like going.
haha.
only youling's passionate about it larhs.
but anyway.
hope that soap has a HAPPY BDAE(:
may all her wishes come true.
&may she find her TRUE PRINCE ^^

cherlim was raped severely todae.
by ME&JAN.
haha.
so fun.
(JIANGYAN'S name suddenly pops out of no where - anticlimax)
*aniwae for ur info : i'm in com lab where people are having computer science module*
the teacher is damn *GAY
he's wearing green
hmm.
plus gold round specs.
LOL.
*pities

hmmm.
wednesday's down.
thursdae to go!
rawr.

hmmm.
two weeks??
w/o him.
haha.
issit okayy?
yayayayayayaya
think it shud be okayys bahs.
afterall there's something called the phone &com :/
not gonna miss him ^^
=PPPPPPPPPPP
hope so. haha

exams coming!
rawr.
30th april.
hmm.

its raining now.
so heavy.
so cold.
brings my mood down
together with the song i'm listening to : lan/feng/gang by tank.
i dunno how to read that word you see.
but its a sad song.
haish.
when LOVE appears, we always dont realise it.
after its gone.
we then know how important it is to us.
so we shud hold on to what we have got now.
treasure the people who love you &you love ^^

hmmm.
bleach is taking years to load
one hour le.
not even half loaded.
damn.
haha.

ANYWAY.
something really really absurb happened todae.
some lame ass stole my shoebag.
-.-
my shoebag w/o boots.
the idiot left my boots for me.
&took my nike shoebag.
LOL la.
that shoebag so old ler can
dunno who so cheap wanna take la.
liddat oso wanna steal.
hell larhs.
nvrmiine.
thanks anyway.
i can buy a new one.
hmmm.
now needta go on a shoebag hunt ler.
gotta buy a nice one ^^

lala.
this post is really long.
i'm so bored.
the teacher is crapping &crapping &crapping.
he just blabs on &on.
he just asked this question just now : class, do u all wanna have a test next week?
like wth.
wadda idiot :/
its like asking someone : do u wanna die next week?
anyway.
doubt anyone's listening to him.

kayy ler.
bye world.

i go browse blogs ler.
long time since i go on bloggiebrowse ler.

aniway.
HAPPY BDAE TO ONGLAI BABY <3!

<333!*
stacystace

apple loves
11:26 PM

yays. finally its fridae tmrw.
waiting for this dae very long ler!
haish
but oso not good.
this marks the end of the paradise week.
which means AKK will be coming back next week from macau.
HOPEFULLY.
she gets kidnapped dere ( right JAN :])
den paradise forever man...
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
im dying from laughter &happiness.
joy*

nic &junrui was damn funny yesterday
sth too funny that i must blog about.
they were comparing :
who's butt is hotter.
HELL.
knw wad they did?
both of them took a chair.
counted 1 2 3
&sat down tgt.
den stang up at the same time.
&jin qing will then feel the chairs at the same time &determine who's butt is hotter.
they did it for dunno how many millions of times can.
totally retarded.
but reeeeeeeally funny :]

saturdae's my day.
going for job thingy.
aw~~~~
money come money come.
teehees.
i alrd thot of what to buy ler lor.
cool eh?
wish me luck people.

todae i think i saw mr gan.
under his block.
haha.
hope its not him.
gonna ask him tmrw.
haha.

ok ler.
thats all.

bye world.

<3!

apple loves
5:27 AM

mondae down.
four more days to go.
LALALA.
i overspent 20cents todae on food.
bad gurl.
^^
lol...
i'm acting like some damn freak here.
kkayyyyyys.
nvrmiine.
shant care so much.
i just needta clear my phone bills which has apparently shot up by dunno-what-the-hell-number.
grrrr.
but nvrmiine.
i duncare ler lar.
just needta get the bag i ordered at icon back.
teehees
dunno how to explain to mummy lor.
first week of pay increasement i bought a bag.
lol/
wad m i trying ter prove down here.

hmmm.
anyway
HAPPY BDAE TO JANICE BABY !!!
muaccckieeeeex <3333!

apple loves
6:17 AM

oh.
mummy mummy mummy.
mummy increased my pay to $6o.
again.
haha.

first target : da zinc bag
color : white ; gold
price : $54.90
plus
bag charm
price : $29.90

god. that will take 2/3 weeks.
hmmm.
fine bah.
haha
try :/

l've finished my hwrk.
that bunch of math.
omg
*standing ovation for stace.

cid project tmr.
haish.
sian.........
education shud be more relaxing
><

k bye world!

apple loves
11:56 PM

hmm...
fine.
under popular demand, i shall update.
hees.

lots of things happened this week bah.
term2 started :/
haish. dammit.
gonna catch up on some work ler.
midyear coming.
today soap asked me whether i will be mugging for midyear.
hmm...
thats a question.
a good question ._.
to set me thinking.
a bad question ><
to make me feel anxious.
diao.
haha.
haish.
should just start to work a lil bit harder ler bah.
bit by bit.
imma slacker afterall.
have to live up to my reputation...
^^

i'm like so broke nowdaes.
ever since mum decreased my weekly pay to $5o.
i've been having a hard time to control my expenses.
u knw'
i'm kinda a spendthrift.
as in.
the very mild kind.
^^
i love cute &pretty stuff yeah knw'
deres no way i can control myself.
to resist those things which are parctically all arnd da place :/
so too bad ^^
thats why i needta work!
rawr*
wroking during june holidays.
alrd found a place.
good pay
hahahahahaha...
$.$

bought JR a veryveryvery belated bdae pressie.
bought one for JAN too.
^^
aww~
stace is sucha nice girl.
*nods.
dunno sai wrap alrd ornot
haha.

math is getting okayy now.
at least theres understanding going on.
guess thats rather good.
got into math remedial.
hmmm.
its okayy ^^

i'm gonna save $ from next week onwards.
uh huh ^^
then can help me to jian fei oso.
i am evolving into a damn frigging obess pig now.
so ya...
hmmm...
arya, oso nth i can do about it.
so fine wadever >=]

kayys.
thats all ler bahs.

bye world <3
stace heart you!

<3!loves.

pink totally rule my world
saycheese
o.^Y

apple loves
2:15 AM

changed a skin.
hees.
its kawaii issnt it.
hmm.
dunnowhy.
totally in love with apples &strawberries figurines rite now :]
teehees.

ran all over the place these few days.
diao -.-
here &there.
there &here.
hmm...
but kinda fun.
had much fun at vivo with sai.
took manymany pics.
will upload them wen i have time.

hmm.
people. one notice ^^
if u are thinking of watching the haunted school.
please dun :/
not say i am against the producer or anything.
its totally lame to the core.
just keep repeating &repeating the same goddamn thing.
diao -.-
people over here rushed from vivo to orchard.
den show this kinda lame crap.
T.T
i regret.
TOTALLY.
:/
so warning u all bahs.
dun let history repeat itself!
^^

i am dead.
i havent done any of the hwrk !
sobs.
haish.
tmrw? am i really going out?
firstly, i'm broke.
secondly, i havent even decided.
thirdly, i am pissed off by that person.
so yeah.
rather set tmrw as the HWRK DAY.
den pia chi &eng bah.
math how?
god!
someone help me do math please :/

kayys.
thats all ler bahs.

bye world ^^
gonna cut hair again.
hees.

<333333!
i hope what you said is really true *

apple loves
8:41 PM

haish.
tired !
TIRED !
but fun...
teehees.

went to min's house today.
gosh.
before that.
we went to visit four basketball courts in yewtee.
LOL.
walk so long can?
so tiring.
she was trying to prove to me : yewtee guys are not handsome.
lol.
fineeee :/
after those trips.
yes. i am afraid i have to admit.
yewtee guys are indeed not handsome.
no offence la.
hees.

then after that went her house.
LOL.
&smsed with this guy called JH.
hees.
&i pissed him off.
><
but she thot its min, cos i was using her hp (JH is her fren)
felt so nice tricking him.
haha.
170cm.76kg? gosh.
poor min.
haha.
no offence.
hope he doesnt see this.

then went home.
met some person.
haha.
then we played in the rain.
its was SO SO SO heavy.
like thunder storm liddat.
teehees.
******
i am sorry.
i didnt knw how cold were u.
but u knw.
i will definitely play with the rain.
so you went outta the rain with me.
ur temperature against the rain.
that made me so wet yet so dry.
u will be my side forever.
i have always took u for granted.
i am too selfish.
thinking u will always be dere.
sorry.
please dont fall sick.
the season's beginning.
if u fall sick becos of me.
i will feel guilty.
^^
**************

paragraph 4.5 verse 8.99+

<3!
life, full of regrets.
hold on to what you have now.
before u knw what have u lost.

apple loves
5:39 AM

hmm...
firstly.
i shall return tags...
so many.
gosh :/

#1 kaiying.
yes. love you many ^^ ya. i wanna meet up too. how about this coming sat or sun? <3! take care. good luck *calvinnnnnnnn teehees.

#2 weeheng.
haha. ya. feel free to go work ^^
&yes. he keeps pissing me off. but wadever... not gonna care about him.

#3 CHER.
yo hi gay. hmm. maybe the image's screwed or sth? heck la. i'm ok with this skin.
come back soon ^^

#4 simon.
i'm not crazy and brainless can. maybe i just made a mistake?
&yes. changed the colors of da taggie.
you say der. later i come with a ton of yuan yan den u have to listen ar. haha.

#5 amanda.
sorry my chem suck. &i dunno ur sister. ^^i din go camp

#6 nick.
._.' okayys. u tell me where &when den i just go lor. have to see whether i am free u knw' i'm a busy person. XD

#7 min.
no problem ^^
cheerios :D

#8 pris.
ohh. wad a honour. u came my blog. hees. poke? ._. cher's a m'sia. so too baddddd... i knw u dread thru wushu but still... hang in there. !!!

#9 june.
oh please. like my cheeeeeena teacher's oso urrrrrrrrrrs. WE HATE HER! XDDDDDD !

#1o peiwen.
yayaya. slack ma hor. hees

kayys done.

i carn stand math hwrk.
how?
anyone born in may too.
oh bert!
haha.
hope he did it.
den can lend me for REFERENCE or sth.
k nvrmiine.

arghh.
thats all.
nth to say ler.
bye world.

<3!

apple loves
6:49 PM

haish.
haish.haish.
haish.haish.haish.
i just sorted out my file.
my 10ton file.
i just found out how many hwrk are there !
rawr*
millions, billions &zillions.
deres math, tons of bio prac, bio &chem assignments, cheena &so on.
gosh.
am i dying or what.
this holidays is like.
._."

peez is sick.
physically this time.
as in, he's always sick in the mind...
but ya whatever.
its all becos of the ice lemon tea he bought in the morning.
stupidity la.
hu ask him buy.
lol.
but at least he's not going wushu training or sth today.
ya...
most probably.
then he can kinda rest for a day or two.
thats good bahs... i guess.
boo.
but i'm kinda worried.
its like...
i tortured him for one whole day yst.
lol.
wen he's feeling sick.
hmm.
but nvrmiine.
people gets rather high wen they are gonna be sick.
ya guess thats true.
there's a period wen he's damn high.
started thinking of robbing da bank or sth.
lol.
but whatever.
just rest well &drink more water ^^
<3!

hmm.
they said : guys are actually very despo people. once a girl like them or sth. its almost 1oo% they will like back.
nah nah.
i think its wrong.
cos ***** **** issnt liddat!
gosh.
not fair.
ok nvrmiine.
i'm crapping.

GAYfriend will be at malaysia til wednesday.
gonna miss her lots !
hees.

kayys thats all ler bahs.
bye peeps.

^^

<3!
i'm waiting for you to reply my messages on msn &phone.
somehow
i am willing to wait this time ^^

apple loves
7:14 PM

(,"]i am bored.
haha
(><') i'm pimplified !
ROAR.
haish.
i needta cut my fringe.
seriously.

k. thats all.
bye!

<3! sorry for the short post.

"show me all"

apple loves
4:12 AM

haish.
today is the first time i waited for someone for 1 whole hour.
i carn believe it.
haish.
i am used to people waiting for me. =P
seriously.
i am always the one late.
as in not late la.
but the other person will always arrive earlier or sth.
haish.
i was so angry that i just went off.
diao.
waliao.
shudnt have even waited rite.

+disappointment after disappointment+
u carn give me all of u.
wad u can give is not wad i can take.
haish :/
but i will still give u hope. i guess.
i will trust u one last time.
<|3

holidays ler.
gonna die doing hwrk.
boos.
i wanna die ler lar.
my results are like SHIT.
gonna study hard ler.
boohoos.
yesyesyes.

derrick told me about this place to work.
its like $1o per hour.
wow wee.
i wanna go during june holidays.
hope my parents allow.
aww~
pleasie please.
i need cash.
hees.
&he said that i can spend his $$ if his pay is over 1.5k.
hahas.
i'm not gonna spend la.
but maybe i little bit?
haha.
buy me something bahs.
^^

kayys la.
thats it ler bahs.
bye people.

oops.
i owe nick 2 MARS bars.
doodoodoo.

<3! ^^

apple loves
4:02 AM

UNICORN won again.
._.
kayys.
i shant crap on more about x country ler.
since its over.
but there's sth i wanna comment about.
seniors shouldnt just pull juniors into competitive running.
firstly
they are not mentally prepared.
secondly
they are not physically prepared.
thirdly
they are not spiritually prepared.
fourthly
they are not emotionally prepared.
haish.
ya i'knw.
made me run so hard.
den ankle started to hurt again.
carn even go UG CAMP.
actually
also not say i very enthu go la.
but.
dunnowhy.
i think this year shud be quite fun.
gagagaga.
&our dance was quite funny too.
hurhur.
but too bad.
carn go.
nvrmiine larhs.
there's many people who are envious of me.
hurhur.
^^
jiayou people!
i will give you all moral support der.

ahh~
i'm such a nice peep.
^^

i am bored.
teehees.
nvrmiine la.
cousin's gone.
to australia.
to find her parents !
whoots~
gonna get the bed back le.
yipee ^^
not gonna miss her.
hees

rawr.
i'm broked!
jasper. i still remember your pressie kayys?
min &pear i still rmb urs too.
hees
next week.
promise.
hurhur.

next week holidays ler.
so many hwrk!
boo ba ba.
peez will be so busy doing wushu so i shant bother him.
haha.
i'm such a good peep again.
lalala.

kayys.
thats all ler bahs.
bye <3!

siewlin. i am waiting for ur email.
^^

apple loves
1:56 AM

X COUNTRY TMRW !!!
yipeeeeeees.
unicorn must jiayou &clinch the championship again &again!
hees.
hu cares if the minotaur,centaur &gryphon are gonna gang up &prevent us from getting champion.
they carn!
they can never.
becos real strength will not defeated by this kinda thingy.

3.7KM.
small deal.
gonna run the whole thing.
lol.
actually.
nvr walked in xcountry before.
teehees.
not gonna try though.
gonna run run run.
hope i dun fall down [again] though.
its gonna be a steep journey.
haha.
i duncare about anything ler la.
not my tests, not HIM.
i wunt let those things affect my mood.

he is a big problem.
i wanna ask.
what kinda person are you? really.
thats all i wanna knw.

gonna get him off my mind.
i must.
if not i wunt have any mood for anything.
cannot!
tmrw is xcountry.
carn fall.
i will have a good sleep tonight.
if i can.
haish.

yaya.
she's perfect can.
go stead her la.
go marry her la.
whatever.
for all i care.
i dunnid a person like you.
one min me.
one min another one.
i dunlike it.
even u think u are joking.
i have never tried this kinda thing, and i dunwan to.
maybe i just have to get used to my HIM going around all the places trying to get girls' numbers and stuff.
maybe not all the guys can be like simon or stephen.
maybe not all the guys can stay trueful to a girl.
if thats the case.
i dunwan such a guy.
maybe we shall end here.
no one actually thot we can last long in the first place.
except for me and you [maybe]
i tell u.
i hate flirts.
no matter how much i love you.
if u are a flirt.
i will have the heart to say bye.

apple loves
2:20 AM

someone please stab me in the HEART.
make sure i get a 1oo% death.
i forgot to bring the edusave form back home.
LOL
AKK'S GONNA SLAUGHTER ME!
she's gonna make me go back home and get my mum to sign
does that mean i can skip cca.
if yes.
thats good.

math died.

kayys.
sian
thats all.

bye
<3

apple loves
4:36 AM

somethings are meant to be let go of.
^^
somethings are not meant to be mentioned of.
><
somethings are meant to hidden.
:[
somethings which are hurting are meant to be thot of as happiness.
:'[

my tears are like the rainbow.
always beautiful.
but more painful than anything.
i am always so indecisive.
thats why i am always circling around love.
i am never gonna find the correct exit.
or the correct entrance?
he doesnt know my heartbreak.
he never understands.
my heartbreak is like the rainbow.
the rainbow always comes out after a storm.
i am learning how to let go.
the tears in the skiies seem to understand how i feel.
they will give me the comfort i need ^^

* CAI HONG YAN LEI *

lol.
thats was kinda lame.
but nvrmiine.

i fell.
gosh.
again.
on a drain this time.
at least not in a drain, like last year.
teehees.
the wound is...
disgusting.
i carn stand it.
pukes.
boohoos.
its gonna leave a deep deep scar again.
gosh.
now my both legs are destroyed.
LOL.
some pity i need.

people.
believe in miracles.
miracles do happen :]
i saw heartskip 5sec guy again.
after 1week+
he's back.
LOL.
lalala.
now that he's back.
someone carn say that he's gone because he doesnt wanna see my face.
haha.
LOL.
nah.
thats impossible rites.
heehees.

i have so many goddamn hwrk not done.
thnks to all the subject teachers i have.
who said chem was a piece of cake?
gosh.
then i din really study.
now i'm gonna pass by borderline only.
or i wont even pass :/
gosh.
boohoos.
yayaya.
it tests on the basic stuff.
but who knows the basic stuff rite.
as in.
wen u revise for tests.
u dun go revise 1+1 rite.
gosh!
nvrmiine.
gonna buck up next term ler.

i am stupid.
ya i knw.
me &sophie.
we got ourselves into deep deep shit.
we volunteered for this timer thingy.
means we get to be the timers for a debate or sth.
ya.
we thot it might be fun.
end up its not what we think can.
its a COURSE.
a COURSE which lasts more than a month.
oh thank goodness.
i am such a smart person to volunteer for that piece of lameshit.
someone tell me.
i dunhave to learn how to start a stopwatch &press a bell.
>={
damn pissed off.

today had some lame house meeting.
the only fun thing is that junrui [gryphon] came to unicorn.
lol
he is damn dumb.
blur king man.
lets hear the convo we had.

situation : nick wanted to go over to gryphon house meeting [though he's from unicorn]

nick: i going to gryphon house meeting.
stace: u traitor ! but later take attendance how? then u not dere.
nick: ya hor. got take attendance one meh?
stace: ya. last year like have.
nick: junrui. i carn go over ! later the teacher scold me.
JR: ok lor.
nick: u come over la
JR: dunwan la
nick: just come. nvrmiine one.
JR: orh. ok lor.

conclusion : if nick went over to gryphon, unicorn will take attendance.
if junrui came to unicorn, gryphon will not take attendance.
thats total crap.
&JR only realised that its not fair wen we were reaching the destination. WTH.
how clever.
sijie, wanting and I went laughing our butts off.
LOL.
then our house was soooo NOT enthu.
so we had to keep repeating the cheers.
end up we exceed dismissal.
so 3F people came up with sth.
since i have some debating thingy which starts at 2.
we decided to use that as an excuse.
so ALL the 3F ppl had debate which starts at 2.
LAWL.
&we just went off.
&walked in the rain.
its was so fun.
by the time we reach canteen we were drenched.
then i saw peez at the canteen.
lol.
so slack rite.
dun go practise wushu go canteen eat.
haha.
k la.

kayys people.
i still have manymany hwrk not done.
&MATH TEST IS TMRW.
THE DEADLY MATH TEST WHICH I'M GONNA FLUNK BADDERRRRRRRRRR-EST.

sniffs.
god bless me.

<3!
byeeees.

apple loves
1:58 AM

went vivo yesterday.
midnight then reach home.
so tiring.
haha.

haish.

am i too undecisive?
someone tell me what to do.
i can feel his heartbreak.
haish.
if this continues
no one will be happy.

they say : u will never find perfection in the one you love.
the one beside you all along is the other instead.
the one always there for you.
when you have never really noticed &treasured.

but i believe.
thats its impossible to find ur perfect half.
everyone have to give &take.
but a guardian angel only gives.
he doesnt have anything to take.
its not fair!
i cannot give you anything now.
because i have alrd given my love to another person.
my heart carn be divided into half.
i have nothing to give you.
if you dont mind, i mind.
u understand.
i know how lucky am i to have your heart.
but.
its useless now.
dont wait for me anymore.
find ur princess.
i am not.
i assume.
i knw my mum likes you alot.
but...
maybe thats not what i think.
i mean.
yes. i like you alot.
but maybe thats only likings between friends.
:]
if someday my heart is freed.
&you are still on the same spot.
maybe it'll be possible.
to hear the birds singing to us.
listening to the church bells ring for us.
if that happens.
remember to prepare ur cake for cher while she hands you the key to my heart.
:]
from then
keep the key well.

however
nothing is decided yet.
what if my heart carn be freed?
that'll be another case.
haha
but most probably it will.
dun worry that i will be unhappy.
&that no one will be dere wen i need someone.
even if i'm alone.
maybe i will still have my guardian angel?
^^

dun wait anymore.
let time take its pace.
if fate brings us together at last.
there's nothing to be afraid of.
just remember.
be happy.
dun AP the girls anymore.
my dear GA.

tell me if anything happens
:]

i will be happy.
if not.
i still have you dont i?
dun worry.

^^

apple loves
7:51 PM

dun say til so sadist larhs.
what wait &wait &wait.
there's only 2 more days.
teehees.
very fast der larhs.
will i get hurt by you someday?
i will?
what makes you that sure?
or have u alrd got plans ahead.
&i shall only be a passerby in ur life?

aiya
if i see anything with her name again.
i will just act as if i nvr see it kayys?
&for now.
i believe in you.
that you alrd have no feelings for her ler.
but dun disappoint me anymore!
explore?
haha...
nothing to explore le bahs.
the most is game accs ler.
nvrmiine.
i dunwanna care about it anymore.
i wont talk about HER anymore ler :/
i dunwan oso.

how can u say u forgot my face &only rmb my smile.
LOL.
u silly person.
><
u fooooorrgoooot my face.
wth!
u WORLD NO.1 SUPER DUPER HYPER NUPER BIG GOLDFISH BRAIN!
i hate u!
&i wun be scared wen i see ur soul.
cos i am seeing it everyday aint i?
unless u havent given me ur soul.
>=[

saw u at canteen today.
sorry ar... i really didnt knw wad to do.
i was doing math in da canteen den i saw u.
i really din knw wad to do!!!
so i went off.
den came back.
den went off with sijie again.
after that i was scared u saw me den i just walked off u will be sad.
so i went back &bought a drink.
i got look at u kayys.
but u were looking at ur jiao lian.
so nvrmiine larhs.
jiayou in wushu >=D

o.^Y say cheese.

i havent made up my mind.
but i will take ur advice. stephen^^

i owe so many people pressies! gosh.
lets see ar.

#1 min
#2 pee
#3 lucus
#4 charmaine
#5 junqing
#6 wee heng
#7 jasper

LAWL.
da list's gonna go on &on!
BOOHOOS.
nvrmiine. i like to give out pressies ^^

kayys.
thats all ler bahs.
not gonna sleep tonight !
CHEENA TINGXIE; BIOLOGY REPORT; MATH REVISION
>=d

apple loves
12:29 AM

yepps.
these few days are indeed torturing.
but we still have to live thru it ^^
until friday kayys?
so that we can be sure of our feelings.
if we feel the same.
lets start over.
and i wan manymany happiness in it.
i dunwan any more pain.
^^
but not til then.
we will see.

dun act hero.
LOL.
why must the one hurt be you.
it can be me too.
but i dunwan anyone of us to get hurt.
no one at all.
i want both of us to be happy always.
if we choose to let this go one day.
we must do it wen both of us wont feel any pain anymore.
in other words.
wen both of us have no love for each other anymore.
then we can let go.
both of us wont get hurt.

anyways.
yepps.
u have an email acc with her name too.
u put urself in my shoes.
if my everything revolve around one single guy and that guy's not even you.
and i keep telling u i love you. and he's the past.
issnt it hard to believe?
issnt it hard not to get hurt?
u think about it.
and now u keep saying i dun give you enuf trust.
not enuf love.
its not that easy.
really.
trust has to be built up.
not say i wan it to come den it will come der.
but i really trust u this time.
we will get over the HER topic.
i'll never talk about her ler.
i hope u wun too.
&please.
nothing pops up again.

&ur promise.
u diedie oso must fulfil it.
if not i will hate u forever.
at least u try.
dummy.
dun say u always hurt me.
dun u remember my smiles wen we were together?
i smiled alot.
i was happy okayys?
thats the happiness u gave me.
and u were fulfilling ur promise.
aint u?

of cos i'm doing fine lar.
other than the reports.
*vomits blood*
stupidity

bye!
<3

hope u are fine too^^

apple loves
5:14 PM

just tell me.
what u feel towards me is infactuation or love.
now i really dunno how u feel.

you said if its a crush.
u will hurt me.
doesnt that mean ur feeling towards me is oso as a crush?
u will only hurt me when my feeling towards you is love and urs to me is a crush.
if not.
it doesnt make a difference.
u understand.
both of us have to feel the same as the other.
either way.
its gonna hurt only ONE of us.
thats the one giving LOVE all along.
not the one that treats this as a crush.
all we have to do now is to use LOVE to treat the other person.
do u not understand?
if u claim that urs is love.
then i will never get hurt.
but of cos.
i wun want u to get hurt too.
so i will oso use my love for u.
[if urs is really love]
if both of urs is love.
no one will get hurt.
issnt it?
u are just unsure and quite sure that urs issnt love.
so you think that u will hurt me in the end.

u tell me to believe you that she's over.
everytime we talk about her.
i believed you.
den what happens?
she pops up again and again and again.

c-box account
you_her.
fine.
i believe you.

blogger account
her_you
fine.
i believe you.

blog
her_you
you_her
fine.
i believe you.

now what?
email address.
am i gonna say.
fine.
i believe you?
i wanna believe you.
i really really really wanna believe you.
i knw she's ur past.
but i dunnowhy.
its like...
you definitely loved her more than u loved me.
thats hurting u knw.
to have ur person and not ur heart.
if she was to come back.
i am very sure u will leave me alone and go with her.
thats the insecurity i have.
thats why i am always scared of her.
its not like i wanna talk about her.
but i'm scared u will leave me alone someday.
thats why i am always trying desperately to really knw what u feel towards her and me.
and whats the difference between the two of us.
in order to knw that.
i always had to try to bring her up with all my courage.
and then u will tell me sth.
then i have to force a smile.
and tell u i will try to believe.
my heart hurts u knw.
becos i am sure what u feel towards her and me is so different.
all i have to do is to wait for the day u leave me.
and i hate it!

yes.
i knw u re different.
thats why i have always said.
u are a bitter chocolate.
ur sweetness only comes out rarely.
thats what makes u so different.
that is oso what that makes the sweetness u give me everytime so valuable.
i am fine with that.
i carn feel the love yet.
i can only sense it.
but i really really want to feel it.
can u let me feel it?
u can, cant you?
dont make me sad will u?
let me feel your love.
say that u love me.
didnt u promise before.
as long as u are there, u will turn all my sorrows and bitterness into sweetness? and let there be only happiness in my life?
i still believe in u.
and ur promise.
please dont say sorry to me.
if u give up during this time.
ur sorry will not cure anything.
it will hurt me even more.
more than anything.
so i'm not gonna accept ur sorry.
becos i still believe in you.
i still believe that you can gimme the happiness and love i want.
u undestand me.

if u really dun wanna let me go but dun wanna gimme any more pain.
den hold on tight and gimme ur heart.
even if its only 5o%.
lets start all over again.

and i dont like what u are posting on.
its like u completely lose confidence in urself.
i wonder.
issit u are really lost.
or are u just trying to say goodbye in a way that u dont seem to be in the wrong.
thats the feeling u gimme.

apple loves
6:38 PM

a break.
haha.
a break.
he asked me for a break.
now i knw how u feel, simon.
was i wrong in the beginning.
i didnt recognise my own happiness?
or what?
stephen. i hurt you.
now's my chance to choose again.
i will never make the wrong decision anymore.

but what will i decide on?
will i be able to let go?
i dunno!
i'm lost &confused.
this is dragging on &on.
forever.
how many times do i have to decide.
if i choose him again.
there'll be another time wen he will ask for a break.
den patch.
den break again.
den patch again.
den break forever.
den patch never.
what do i do?
even if i found its love.
will i have the courage to tell him.
am i prepared with all the breaks we are gonna take later on.
this is not what i want.
this was never the love i have dreamed for.
i thot he was the right one?
or have i never thot so.
if the breaks are gonna go on.
wads the use of holding on from the start.
its only gonna waste our time and efforts.
creating love is difficult.
keeping it alive is another thing.
issit dying?
i dunno.
wad if its an infactuation?
wad m i gonna do?
haish.
i carn go on liddat.
to be troubled over this kinda things.
i never had to be troubled about this kinda things.
they were always there.
but now he's not.
i am the one to stay on the spot and wait for his answer.
lol.
i have never tried this.
how do i cope?
wad m i supposed to do.
now i understand.
simon.
the pressure i gave you.
i am sorry.
but u continued waiting for me didnt u?
was that love or infactuation?
wads love.
LOL.
wads infactuation?

if he din have her.
maybe i thot ours is love.
but now there's always a barrier between us.
i cant feel his heart with me.
i dunnowhy.
or issit becos he's personality is just too different from the other guys i have known?
and i m not used to it.
how do i feel someone's heart?
i can feel it wen i was in u. simon.
but i was never in him.
haish.
i dunno larhs.
or issit becos i am too used to ur "style"?
and not his?
haish.
now i dunno what to do.
i need a guy with lots of innitiative.
but he's.
haish.
i dunno.
i am always the one, doing and saying all the things.
its tiring ok?
he cannot give me all.
wad he can give is oso not i can take.
but i carn just let him outta my life.
i treasure him loads.
maybe i carn open up his heart.
but i still feel that i can try.
even if it was to end up with nth.
at least i wun regret.
at least i tried.
at least i have loved before?
haish.
i dunno what exactly to do.
there's just so many problems.
i thot his heart will be firm.
but i was wrong.
maybe he dont feel wad i feel towards to him.
i dunno.

haish.
friday.
i still have time.
i shall think about it later.
tests, reports are alrd killing me.
now him.
hell.
i dunwanna care anymore.
maybe i should just set him free.
haish.
my mind tells me to set him free.
but my heart forbids.
wads with that saying : follow ur heart &u will get it right?
issit really true?

<>

apple loves
1:41 AM

so sian.
didnt go back to rulang.
didnt meet with cheryl,liying and saijia.
gosh.
so sian.
nvrmiine.
later going out.

CNY.
dun go too soon.
cos sch open jiu you hao duo tests!
its like... three?
hell.
den still have to hand in chem &bio report.
HELL.
boohoos.
i am so pathetic.
carn even celebrate happily la.
stupid.

haish.
gtg ler.
bye!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
^^

<3!
humphh. u flirt. >:[

apple loves
11:38 PM

issit true that u have to knw and understand a person for a long time to decide whether u shud love him?
i always thot it issnt.
but i am becoming more and more unsure of myself.
i dun understand anymore.
maybe both of us have too much past.
haish.
nvrmiine larhs.
i shant care much.
^^

VALENTINES DAY!

HAPPY VALENTINES !
TO EVERYBODY!
<3

hereby. i wish all couples to be happy forever.
they shall experience no sorrow.
no hardship.
&be together sweetly forever.
lawl.
thats abit impossible though.
thinking of our age.
haha.
but nvrmiine.
my luck's always quite good. ^^

loads of chocolates today !
GOSH.
i am gonna become a MAMA-hotpig from valentines &cny.
haha.
borrrrring.
lets make a list of peeps who owes me valentines prezzie.

#1 kaiying
#2 stella
#3 amanda [ i bought urs can ]
#4 yee lin
#5 simon
#6 stephen
#7 chengyi
#8 leon.k
#9 jianwen
#1o wee xiang
#11 weiren
#12 wee heng
#13 lucus
#14 lawrence
#15 long lost childhood fren; herman :/

kayys.
thats like 15.
grrr.
better jiao chu lai.
haha.
love you all !

to HIM.
haha.
i duncare about the gift der.
i care about ur heart.
hees.
hope u can see this lar.
maybe i will hug it as i slp too.
den maybe i can dream about u more.
yeah?
teehees.
miss you loads !
happy working.
dont tire urself too much.
love ya.
<33!

<3!
its your <3 that matters
^^

apple loves
2:00 AM

second post of the day.
its no use crying over spilt milk eh?
but why am i crying so hard over it?
it happened so fast
so quickly.
that i didnt even get to recover from the shock.
of seeing my mum.
i didnt even have the time to cry.
but not til i reached home.
i realised what have i done to you.
wad deep trouble i have pulled u into.
i am sorry.
you have so many troubles le.
&yet i am still giving u trouble.
i am not supposed to be someone hu gives u troubles.
i wanna be someone whom u can share ur troubles with.
haish.
i noe maybe i should let u go.
i carn give u wad u need.
but i just carn.
i carn just leave u alone liddat.
i dont have the courage to leave you.
i dunwanna leave you.
i wanna be with u forever and ever.
am i too selfish to keep u waiting?
i dunnoknw.
but i will try my best to give u wad u need.
and want.
the love.
that is essential.
i really hope i can.
i am so sorry.
i owe u too much.
its all my fault that this happened.
i dunhave the time.
and i thot i can actually give u wad u need
am i stupid or what.

but i seriously dunwan u to leave me.
u are such an important part of my life.
i carn just throw it away liddat.
its unfair to everyone.

haish.
if u dunwanna wait.
its okayy
but u can have more freedom without me.
and u dun have to keep getting hurt.
but be fully aware that i will be dere for you whenever u need someone.
becos i love you thu.

****************************
i wrote down my wishes in wishing papers.
i hope the wind will bring it to you.
if you ask me what is love.
i will answer.
u made me felt loved.
and that is love.
if someday i have to let it go.
be sure.
that it is against my wishes.
i just need a signal from you.
to show.
shud i continue.
my heartskip.
for you.
if u feel the same as me.
take my hand and never let it go.

**********************************

haish.
wenever i think of you i carn stop my tears.
to think of the pain u are going through.
i dunwan that to happen.
yet i caused it.
someone kill me.
if that helps.
even if its abit.
i wanna give you the happiness.
but looks like i carn.
can i?
i will really try hard.
if u are willing to gimme a chance to.

i will give you sth special of valentines.
i hope it can scratch a mark in ur heart.
that u shall rmb me.
forever.
just as i.

LOVE,
stacy <3!

apple loves
8:02 PM

nopes.
thats not it okayys?
someday i laid my LOVE on you.
i am not about to let it go.
i am not about to lose it now.
becos i love you.

everthing's gonna be okayy.
i promise.
wait for the matter to settle kayys?
i will wait.
i hope that you can wait too.
u will right?
my prince.
its not gonna be very long.
i promise.
i will not leave you alone.
dealing &coping with all the worries alone.
i wan you to take my hand and never ever let it go.
i will still love you.
against all odds.
its really stupid to end this becos of such a stupid reason.
duncare about wad my mum says.
thats all rubbish and crap.
never let those things affect you.
if u let this go now.
how am i gonna live without you.
without my heart,mind and soul.
i dunwan u to go.
i dunwan u to give up.
i wan you to take my hand and nvr let it go.
i knw there will be manymany troubles in between.
but its not gonna make any difference to me.
&hopefully you.
i dunnowhy.
i just like you alotalotalot.
alot.
to let me have the courage.
to face the troubles ahead.
the sorrows ahead.
but i knw thats called bittersweetness issnt it.
thats wad that enables the sweetness to be valued issnt it.
u understand?
i want you to never leave me.
i want you to be by my side.
no matter what.

i knw you dontlike it wen i cry.
but i couldnt control.
i didnt cry that time.
i controlled well eh?
actually was too shocked to do anything.
den realised wad had happened wen i reached home.
its like millions of arrows piercing through me.
to think that i have lost you.
i dun ever what u outta my life.
i want you to be a veryveryvery important part of my life.
i want to be a veryveryvery important part of ur life too.
as long as u nod.
i will never break my promise.

dont make me sad okayys?
dont let it go okayys?
u knw i need you.
haish.
why did it just happened yst!
haish.
i love you and u knw it.
follow ur heart and go with it.
dun let it slip okayys?

say that u love me.
say that u dunwanna let me go.
say that u will allow me to keep my promise.

be fully aware that my love for you is infinite.
&it shall last an eternity.

even if u decided to let me go.
do it as u will.
do it wen u carn feel any pain anymore.
but i'm sure its definitely not now.

ILOVEYOU.
my prince-truely.
i wanna be ur princess.

DONT EVER LET ME GO.
please.

apple loves
2:59 PM

rahh.
i am boreeeeed :/
all becos of you larhs.
making me wait everytime.
BOOHOO!
haish.
thats my life eh?
fine la fine la.
i knw u are busy cleaning the toilet now.
so nvrmiine.
at least its fair :]
that i am waiting &you are doing sth tiring.
haha.
i shud have came back later la.
later i wanna go out wadta tell mum?
i needta go JP buy sth?
lawl.
all your fault la u.
humphh.
>:<

DARS white chocolates.
i HEART them.
too nice to be described !!!
haha.
gonna buy them again someday.
teehees.
but none for nicholas chan anymore :D

kayys lahs.
sian diao.
nth to crap.
bye!

<3
GR.

apple loves
12:12 AM

PEOPLE.
i bought

1 JAEJOONG soloposter <333!********
2 DongBang posters
1 aaronyan postor

AWWW~
my room totally rawks now.
teehees.
feel free to visit.

then i bought MIsticks
&guess wad
lucky me found TWO boxes of JAEJOONG!
how sweet
OMG.
u knw how rare it is?

haha.
kayys la.
not in da mood to post.
ceya!

<3!

apple loves
2:47 AM

LALA. i am at home :]
i am going out later !
to buy DONGBANG posters.
omgomgomg.
*screams &roars*
teehees.
dongbang posters are like 3times the price of normal posters.
but its sooo worth it.
im gonna buy all kinds available !
duncare.
yesyesyes.
duncare.
just hope that there's still posters left.
y'knw
how popular dongbang is. :D
later all oso sold out den die lerrr. >:[
BOO.
><
i am sick &i still run so far to buy !
GOD.
please be touched by my sincereity.
&let the posters to be there :/
kayys?
kayys?
kayys?
^^
i lay my trust in u !
later going with xiumin.
if dunhave den die.
false alarm.
maybe she'll kill me.
*sniffles*

yipee.
i have no fever ler.
no need to see that lame doctor anymore.
congrates!
say cheese
;]
o.^Y

some lame peep has to go training so early in the morn.
&the same lame peep din tell me.
&the same lame peep slept real late yst.
&the same lame peep said it was ok.
gosh.
&the same lame peep said that cutting himself is fun !
therefore.
i diagnose him to be suffering from depression.
hmm
*nods*
once again.
the knife will be so happy.
however.
the person wunt be sad.
he will be happy too.
LOL.
i am goddamn lame.
nvrmiine.

my voice suck now.
seriously.
with all the sore throat &phlegm.
where did my sweety voice go to???
haha.
kidding :D

i miss 3F!
i miss crapping with them.
i miss making noise :/
gosh.
i wanna go back ='[
kayys.
shall wait patiently for the arrival of mon.
teehees.

haish.
lazy to update the links part.
so sian.
thinking of all those links.
esp min's &pear's.
i dunwanna link anymore.
LOL.
wait til i really nth to do than link.
haha.
if anyone wan me to link them.
tag me.
yeh knw'
i didnt link anyone last time too !

kayys.
thats all le bahs.
i think :/
haha.
kayys.
miss me, world!

<3!
ask me wad u are unsure of.
doubting is strictly prohibited !
hees.
smiles :]

apple loves
5:46 PM

i risked it.
i hope i risked it right.
but i am on the verge of being wrong.
i dunnohow to trust.
deceiving.
issit a human nature?
i wonder.

i am sorry.
my once deared prince.
if i broke ur heart.
please bear with it a little.
time will heal the wound.
i promise i will still go on valentines.
to see u win the championship.
u will still get what i promised.
but.
the feeling will be diff.
maybe.
rest assured.
we will remain.
as what we started out as.
maybe everything was a mistake.
maybe i am making a mistake now.
someday wen i came to realise.
i will change.
i will regret.
i will mourn.
but not now.
i am still believing.
in the truth.
that is known.
simon.

LOL.
aint i peotic?
gosh.
finefinefine. :/

AWWW.
i will have lotsa work to catch up with!
BOO ><
save me.
rah.

kayys.
i shudnt be using com too long le.
bye peeps.
love you manymany :]

<3!
oh! encrupter me in those arms &never let me go.
shakespear.

apple loves
11:20 PM

lala.
there to post.
fine. i shant be so merry. haish.
chocolates? BOO ^^

PEOPLE WHO IS LOOKING AT THIS POST NOW.
tag on my tagboard ur ans for this question.

do you prefer white chocolate/dark chocolate?

kayys.done.

wen audition todae. so manymanymany people.
i spent almost ALL of the time queueing.
&life was reeeally hard for us. the break cut at us.
so we have to wait for the break to be over.
zzz.
why why why?!?! gosh.
i am so so so lucky rite.
:]

i missed fahrenheit.
i MISSED aaron yan.
what the freaking hell.
i missed it becos i have CCA. &guess what. i didnt pon it.
wad regret.
haish.

kayys. sian
maybe updating later.
answer my question hor!
haha
bye!

<3!
gosh

apple loves
1:41 AM

sian. sian. sian.
i am talking to a snail who just pissed me off.
it is still trying to piss me off now.
after i got a major upset. it wans to be stepped flat. fine.
i am seriously pissed by it.

apple loves
7:56 AM

sorry simon. other than this i dunno wad ter say.
haish. ur expectation of me is too high.
i should have my own freedom too.
i have frens whom i enjoy talking to.
but i lied becos i thot u'd get hurt. i
dunnolarhs. haish. lost &confused.
&talking doesnt mean liking okayys?
^^
maybe i still like you the most in my heart.

i hate hwrk. thats it.
i totally HATE it.
boohoos.
reeeeeally no mood nowadays lor.
where's my mood booster !
come on la.
yes
its you okayys?
dont look around.
YES.
i am referring to you.
boost my mood like you used to do.
u stupid jackass!
hate you more den ever.
shitty-ness.

kayys.
cca tmrw.
dead.
nth ler.

sorry prince. :/

ohya.
i rode on leon's motorbike on sunday.
it was dropdead gorgeous.
COOL ^^
i sat for like 2hrs.
teehees.
didnt wanna get down
BOO^^
haha.
gonna hitch a ride from him someday again.
teehees.
love it.

<3!
i am so sorry.

<3!
i carn seem to get you off my mind.
i am going nuts without u in my life.
i will try.
i promise.
one answer from you.
thats what i need.
i wanna noe whether i am wasting my time &energy.
or wad i am doing is worthwhile.
as you feel the same heartbeat towards me.
<3.

apple loves
4:16 AM

argghhh !
SIAN!
ohmygod.
life is such a boreeeeee :/
cant stand it anymore ! someone kill me. BOO
nothing's nteresting anymore. not even looking at jaejoong's pictures.
haish
what has happened to me.
carn concentrate at all. someone help!
BOOHOO.
i was doing chem just now. then do dunnohowmany questions den on com ler.
haish
cannot let this go on der lorhs.
i carn do chem.
my math suck.
someone please kill me!
boo.
where's the math pro? help me ! come online u shitter.
where are you when i need you!
boohoos.
u said ur math was pro. i wan u to teach me.
haish.

sian.
i forgot to buy minee's bdae prezzie.
haish
shit
dead

kayys.
thats all.
bye!

<3!
you captured my heart,mind &soul

apple loves
9:07 PM

oh.
blogger totally suck.
maybe i shud change to xanga!
hmm.
nvrmiine. shall make do with this in the meantime.

todae was quite fun.
flagday at orchard!
not fun cos very tiring.
stand there for like dunnohowmany hrs.
boohoos.
became tanner!
fun cos met up with 3F people.
then wen to eat &shop.
thats nice totally :DDD
bought a HOTPINK nike waterbottle.
omgod.
i have never seen it before.
herher.
its new!
gonna use it on mon.
nopes.
tmrw wen going tuition.
teehees. then i can be the first one in school !
hopefully :)
someone have the same bag as me.
same shoes.
same bottles.
same pencil case.
same wallet.
eeeks.
i HATE it can.
boohoos.
but no choice.
bet they hate it too !
teehees.
just have to bear with it bahs.
hope that i can be da first to carry a hotpink nike bottle.
teehees.
back to the shopping trip.
it was a small lil class gathering.
all from the SAIs
teehees.
we walked from here to there &there back to here.
end up we ate MAC.
LMAO.
that was so lame.
walk so much just to eat mac.
thats us :]
then went to take neos at hereen.
it was a total mess.
BOO !
no fair :/
but anyways.
its just fun bahs.

ps. we saw a boy pulling the breasts of a fake model.
LOL.
the whole world was laughing like siao.
:DDDDDDDDD

oh. i just love that nike bag!
gonna buy it no matterwhat.
1o7.60.
okayys no prob :]

my form teacher is **ck in the mind.
she said my pinafore is too short + too big.
LOL.
what is she trying to imply down here rite.
so wad do i do.
grrrrr.
i just bought new pinafores &have to buy new ones again.
wad logic is this :/
i dont understand.

kayys.
gtg.
gonna do tuition hwk ler.
bye!

<3!
i dunno whether you are the right one for me.
but i just know that i like you.
><

apple loves
4:31 AM

its 9.oopm sharp rite now.
i am listening to MYDESTINY by dongbang.
its nice :]]]]]
DUH.
anything by DBSK is nice.
teehees.
haish.
its a reeeeal pity that the posters are sold out :/
i am so unlucky.
BOO.

its flagday tmrw!
SIAN.
haish
suddenly no mood go.
hope that it will turn out good tmrw.
wearing the rv uni makes me wanna puke.
wahs.
*listening to HUGS by dongbang now*
its damn nice!
one of my favourites.
teehees

kayys.
still have wake up early tmrw.
gotta go offline ler.
bye! :]
i will miss you.
you will miss me too wen u see my post.
teehees
love you to bits &bites.

<3!
i will like you no matter how you are.
:]

apple loves
4:56 AM

gagaga.
i reached home reeeally early today !
yipee.
so came online. nth to do so blog lor.
haish.
no one's online to talk to me !
except for prince =]
haha. which is gooood enuf.
both of us are posting now.
herher.
he finally unlocked his taggie !
under my pressurisation. teehees. :)
thats goood rite.
so that i can tag !
boos.
herher.
junice was so cute!
she asked me whether there's any problem in my relationship.
ohmy. she is sooo cute!
heehee.

went to take pix todae.
as in the passport size photo.
it was damn funny larhs.
my whole class was laughing like mad.
cos the photographer keep telling us to tilt here tilt there.
teehees.

&sophia's face was as red as a tomato for dunnowad reason.
=]

nth special again.
haish.
i am utterly disappointed.
cher, sai. u all shud know'y rites.
not online again !
boos.
dead.
i think its the worst scenerio :/
i should just heck too bahs.
haish.

okayys. if u din understand the above paragraph.
its okayy :]

i am in the math CID cluster.
haish.
its on some ancient greek mathematics shit.
haish.
yeaa... its so GREEK to me.
heehee ><
totally didnt understand a shit.
that kinda time is for people slp der lor.
with aircon blowing.
with the lights off.
with some kinda lullaby playing.
i really wanted to slp !
rahh.
den the PRC beside natalie was dozing off.
haha.
it was so funny looking at him la.
BOO ^^

mr see is so JYish.
ohmygosh.
its exactly the same can.
haha.

i shouldnt have rushed home.
now so sians.
haish.
nvrmiine. still got prince bahs.
=]
prefer talking on the phone.
but my phone no batt.
boo.
nvrmiine.
i shall deal with it here.
haha.
he has posted fin long time ago.
did i reeeeally posted this long.
haha.

kayys den.
see ya ^^

<3!
i miss you. i hate you.

apple loves
1:01 AM

yo peeps.
back to post again.
ah ha.
sophia didnt come to school todae ! =[
haha.
but i didnt miss her.
BOO ^^

damn tired today.
dunnowhy.
maybe cos i didnt really sleep well yst night bahs.
&i sat in the hall for some stewpid personality test shit for 2 straight hours.
ohlaughs.
i am a 1oo% extravert.
its reeeeally 1oo%.
didnt even have 1% for intro.
ohmy :/
thats good or bad?
i dunno.

saw TPK todae ! [not PKT]
"you're not ugly"
happy?
haha.
i think he damn act pro la.
yst dunno who told me he hurt his back.
den todae dunno hu chiong like mad &den the back carn stand it.
haha.
guys are sooooo lame.
&i was sooo good okayy?
i helped them on the fan.
teehees.
i am such a GOOD person.
=]

guess wad.
i still havent got my chem text.
ohlove.
i am dying.
my chem is dying.
wahs !
someone save me.
boohoo.
zao zhi dao jiu take physics ler.
humphh.

kayys. thats all.
gonna watch superstar ler.
byes !

<33
you are cute ! ><

apple loves
3:38 AM

didnt go cca today.
haha.
got fever on sat &sun.
so didnt wanna go. +i forgot to bring half-u.
so too bad.

ilove 3F to bits &bites !
guys i really love you all.
so rock on &never be sad.
teehees.

guess wad STEPHEN HENG.
i got mr gan for math teacher.
all thnks to ur curse.
but til now, he's still okayys.
maybe he see u bu shuang.
haha.
&oh stephen.
i found ur twin.
jae joong. no wonder everyone says you look like him.
&guess wad. i am crazy over him.
but not you.
boo !
haha.
&yes. my mood is back to normal ler.
love you manymany =]!

ILOVEDBSK.
i totally love them.
YOUNGWOONGJAEJOONG.
yes.
thats him !
i carn stand him anymore.
he is too handsome.
boo.
ohlaugh.
he rocks to the mountains &skies.
ohmy. ohmy.
i needta calm down.
i just watched BDSK vacation.
ohmy.
JAEJOONG is really a hero !
he sacrifice himself for others.
i cried manymany when seeing him beaten.
wahs!

i am seriously in love with him <3!*

haha.
lets see.
nth ler.
tmrw still got elective :/
stace is unhappy !
boohoo :'(
nvrmiine. gotta bear with it.
teehees.
bye !

<3!
i never loved anyone like you.

WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW.
if not dont call urself my fren.

apple loves
1:58 AM

omg. watch this

apple loves
1:50 AM

i am in a bad mood today.
haish.
it was rather good in school.
but it turned really bad when i reached home.
haish.
there's somethings that are not meant to be mentioned.
i need time to get over it again.
haish.
:/
i look at my phone.
i think.
i heartache.
my heart breaks.
its not that he's gone away.
its just that he will never be able to come back.
he has moved on.
to a faraway place.
somewhere like a paradise.
leaving the living one in pain.

i didnt lie.

apple loves
3:18 AM

training was siao.
totally insane.
they dont even freaking care about our health lar.
ask us lie in the cold &chilling water.
it was really uncomfortable can !
ask us run &sprint in the rain.
shitty.
now i have a fever.
all thnks to those people.
thnks very much.

&thnks to the 15min late dismissal larhs.
i missed PKT.
asshole !
it was like. so frigging bullshit.
i rushed through tying my hair, changing my clothes,packing my bag.
but i still missed !
arrghh ! fish.
all thnks to them AGAIN.

nvrmiine. lets talk about boystead.
he rocks !
currently is the second of all the divers !
teehees.
must jiayou. then go for the champion &get the gift i promised him. :]
but even he didnt get champion i will still gave him.
oh.
imma such a good girl.
xP

brought a barbie to school today.
plus all her clothes &shoes.
ahem.
dont be mistakened. haha. mr desmon lim asked us to bring it !
she is damn chio.
haha. known as the snow princess.
then nicholas fell in love with her !
so we named her nicole. teehees. to suit nicholas [chan].
so from now on we shall call her mrs chan.
bahahahahahaha :D
he was like poking her everywhere.
haha.
gd luck o.^Y

the car building thingy was shit la.
ours was a failure.
then we self disqualified at last.
tgt with eeling's grp.
tada.
then phua released us half an hour later.
so had to rush for CCA.
shouldnt have even went ! :/
[look at first 2paragrphs]

okayys. changed my sub combi to chem,bio,elit &biomed.
errr.
its okay bahs?
i have like decided i wouldnt take chem since sec2.
so i slacked thru it.
didnt even pass it before.
[start]
unlike some chemfreak in 3D who scored 96 for chem in sec2.
dunno how he so pro de :/
[end if random comment, dont think otherwise]
kayys. so i just have to rack my brain.
&memorise chem.bio.elit.
fish.
all these subs have to memorise. shit
maybe physics is a better choice?
heck.

so now we are the 3FBI.
#1. first bangala immigrants
#2. facinating bilingual idiots
errr.
maybe its better than fahrenheit [as in the word]
fahrenheit [boyband] RULES
<3!
almost everyone of the FBIs are going for flagday on 2oth !
ohgod. thats so cool :DD
looking forward to that day.
i want a class outing too.
how about k-box on 28th?
like. fahrenheit will be there too?
okayys. pleaseeee.
janice siad she wanted it too.
so we shall see about it.

3FBIs sat tgt at recess.
all tgt !
the guys and gals
the gals and guys
^^
ilovethem !
we have gotta be the most united class since now right?
:DDDDDDD

okays. this is a long post.
but dunno why.
i am just in the mood of blogging.
:p

oh man.
i totally dislike him !
grrrr...
damn spastic man.
zzz...
nvrmiine. heck.

kayys. seriously nth ler.
bye !

<3!
my prince appeared when i am 13.
err............

apple loves
4:20 PM

my monitor is finally back !
yays.
life is good !
3F is getting more &more bonded !
teehees.
thats reeeeeally good news.
the sai clan extended today !
to 9members.

founding members:
the same old four.

members:
janice} JANsai
junice} JUNEsai
peien} ENsai
junrui} WUsai [ lmao]
nicholas} NICsai

kayys. thats all ler.
looking forward to more members.
teehees
jiayous 3-28degrees fahrenheit ! [ temporary ]

<3!>

apple loves
2:05 AM

errr...
here to post again.
nowadays so damned boring.
days are filled with those wadever-shit-i-dont-care ASK.
WTF.
its boring
seriously boring...
its torturous &people without solid determination will not be able to pull through the hours of useless lectures.
heehee
but i did pull through. herher.
cher &i was playing the whole while larhs.
LOL.
but who cares. as long as we dont fall asleep everything is fine.

okayys.
we formed a new clan in 3F.
consisting of sijie, cher &sophia.
its the SAI-SAI yi zu.
CAIsai;sijie
CHENsai;sophia
LINsai;cher
LIUsai;stace
okayys. thats all.
wish that we can have more peeps joining our clan !
3F have ter unite ! &work as one.
zzz :/
like national day liddat. but nvrmiine.
really really wish that we can be united.
although we only have 28members, we can still create miracles.
kayys.
sounds so emotional.
LAWL.

went queenswat with sijie, cher &pee today.
bought a rv blue skirt.
LOL.
its long !
carn stand it.
boohoos.
nvrmiine.

wahs.
suddenly miss boystead.
tada.
rare chance de lor.
but nvrmiine.
meeting him tonight. as usual.
herher.
looking forward to it !

<3!>

apple loves
1:32 AM

aarghhh.
sian !
*yawns*
i am slpy ! i wan my bed ! boohoos.
oh love. i woke up at 7.15.
i was having one sweet dream... &there goes the alarm.
i was like. WTF. >=[
went tuition. couldnt really find that place.
kinda got lost. but found it at last.
good thing i didnt reach last.
if not i shall use the kidergarden sized table.
went mac after that.
kayy larhs.
got least got some kinda 'entertainment'.

after that i walked home !
coolness
i walked home ! from the tuition centre.
which is several bustops from my house.
teehees.
i feel wei da.
den mum din believe cos i din sweat.
lawl.
later went to visit a kor of mine.
din really see him many times.
the last time i saw him was a year bahs.
didnt feel like going at first.
den mum told me many people say he looks like wilber pan.
&as a fan of will.
i went there. all excited.
but he doesnt look like will at all !
zzz...
hell.
nvrmiine.
i was cheated into going !
rahh.
ridiculous man.
but he's tall larhs. 184.
something like that.
but he's old. 19 bahs.

still have to go out later.
rawr.
no mood le lorhs.
accused by hanqian.
she really changed number !
rawr.
didnt mean to bluff you kaes !
i really forgot to save her no. larhs.
u asshole !
grrr.
hate you !
hate being accused.

kayys.
thats all.

<3!
star

apple loves
11:29 PM

aww...
i am bored !
boohoos.
in a blogging mood now.

just changed the skin.
herher.
so that boyfriend &I has the partially similar skin.
teehees.
but this is nicer than the previous one.
no hmwk. no nothing.
life rocks.

hais.
should i go for chinese tuition?
its 8.3o in the morning, everySUNDAY.
cm'on mum.
sunday's totally for slping can?
its not for me to go some who-cares-wadever chineeeessseee tuition.
&its such a boreee ok. :/
yeah. there's cheryl.
but so what.
that doesnt give me any reason to wake up at 7+ on a sunday morn.
haish.
&pls. i have arld lose interest in that guy.
i agreed to go that lame tuition was half for him.
now i totally lost interest !
so i dont see why i should still continue.
wahwahwah !!!
life's such a hell-like thingy.

kayys. thats all.
bye !

<3!

apple loves
5:46 PM

heys. back :]
its 3days since school reopened.
its was okayy bahs.
herher.
3F is nice :]
kindda.
with 6 of my previous classmates &3 of my squaddies.
looks like there's more understanding for each of them ler.

#1 shixian} she's cute.
#2 siewhwee} havent talked to her yet.
#3 mingze} as crap as ever. dont mention.
#4 sewei} hmm. chairperson? let's see. but pretty helpful.
#5 albert} ohmygod. thats shocking that he joined us so adruptly.
#6 wenjie} hmmm... classmates for another 2 years? ohmy !
#7 BOO} no comments. too sad to say anything.
#8 janice} herher. funny :/ ahem. SIJIE;TZE KIAT !
#9 junice} nice girl with chocolates !
#1o yuling} exexex classmate !
#11 josephine} havent seen her in class before. LOL.
#12 zikang} squaddie.
#13 peien?peishi?} oh shit i forgot. sowwies. she is damn cute. ohgod.
#14 jin qing} errr... i dunno him.
#15 angel} havent had a chance to talk to her. :/
#16 wilson} popular among janice &junice. LOL.
#17 ee ling} she's quiet.
#18 jerrine} nice girl
#19 junrui} errr. didnt even hear ur voice before. golden mouth? haha. talk more ! :/
#2o nicholas} shrugs?
#21 sai} remember she is SAI.
#22 cher} cherlim.
#23 sophia} she is totally fun la.
#24 yeeshuang} nice to be in the same class as her.
#25 wanting} squaddie !
#26 shanice} heard that she carn stop talking !
#27 natasha} dance?

kayys. did i understand them more?
errr...
guess not that much. :/
nvrmiine.

the ice breaking game is ~~not~~ fun.
all the guys ganged up to sabo me.
i dont like that.
all thks to 2e guys.
i was successfully sabotaged.
hell.
&sijie was funny.
the sc was oso called sijie (tze kiat)
so everytime he walk pass we will shout sijie loudly.
&it was damn funny wen he turned.
teehees !
cute sc larhs.
but sai says he looks yanyang-ish.
bleah !
x.x

its cca open house today,
its totally tiring bahs.
whole day of cca.
but still ok larhs.
can tahan.
decided that i will try not to pon and be enthu.
since i'm gonna take over.
should at least be a good senior.
woah.
stace is really considerate !
teehees. :]

thats all.
phew.
its a long day.
gonna rest well !
panda eyes are getting darker &darker !
carn stand them !
carn let them ruin me !
wahwahwah.
though i am arld kinda ruined. :)

kayys.
thats all.

<3!
moon cha!

apple loves
4:22 AM

yesterday was plain fun !!! whoosh...
we really did watch two movies at one go ok?
&went arcade play until the total amount left with everyone was 75cents.
LAWL!
6person with a total of 75cents.
that was rather amazing ayye.
i brought $5o, simon brought $8o.
and phoow... its all gone.

watched deathnote two &curse of the golden flower.
lighto shouldnt have died okayy?
hell not !
i like him.
as in... ya... he's evil [so what ?!]
i dontcare how evil he is.
i just wanted him to win though L is real cute with that mask !
lawl.
L's a pig man.
wonder whether there will be deathnote3.
heerheer.
curse of the golden flower was nice larhs.
esp. the graphics &the plotting.
its like the no. of people in the war is more than all the citizens of singapore.
bahahaha.
its was real nice :]
jaychou rocks.
he's like the hero !
yepps.
didnt want him to die.
wahwahwah.
both shows are sadistic larhs.
it ends with everyone dying :/
i dont like it.
everyone can die all they want right?
why did lighto &jay die.
zzz...

okayys.
that was an emotional post.
thats all for today le bahs.
its last day of hols &i have loads of unfinished buisness.
heerheer.
i havent iron my pinafores.
i havent even washed them !
i thot they didnt need any washing... they are new ok?
but my mum thot i should at least wash them.
when she's not even helping me !
wahwahwah !
nvrmiine...
okayy.
got to go lers.
bye !

<3!

apple loves
5:37 PM

hmm.
nth to post ler.
maybe shall post on my new class 3F.

#1 angel} sc; see before but din talk before.
#2 shixian} 2I de. see before also. cutecute der.
#3 sijie} ohh. noe her too well. shitty one.
#4 yee shuang} sjab der. nice girl :]
#5 zhijun} see before also.
#6 janice} herher. we are both in the vickyfansclub eh !?
#7 jerrine} dontreally noe her. xp
#8 jesslyn} 2F der. loves to laugh. looks like fun.
#9 josephine} P.A girl.
#1o junice} noe face; noe name. dunno her.
#11 shanice} dance der !
#12 cheehooi} band girl. looks like fun too.
#13 cher} tootie cher !
#14 ME} errr. kayy lar. noe face; noe name.
#15 natasha} dontreally noe her.
#16 ee ling} in CID grp once.
#17 sophia} screams ! teehees. rock'on girl.
#18 wanting} sjab.
#19 BOO} lol. please stop talking.
#2o nicholas} badminton. whole day shanbao shanbao de.
#21 junrui} ncc. quiet guy bahs.
#22 sewei} funny guy.
#23 mingze} lol. mingzeeeee. laoming the crapper.
#24 wilson} stitch !
#25 xuanming} dunno him.
#26 wenjie} ex class crapper !

thats all ler.
please be happy everyone !

apple loves
7:33 PM

feel like changing his skin again.
rawr!
life's boring.........
hwk how?
i whole say wanna do de.
end up havent even touch yet lorhs.
gonna get killed le larhs.
BOO!
nvrmiine. heck le bahs.
gonna watch the cursed golden flower too!
duncare. lets watch both on mon.
herher.

school's gonna start soon.
SOON.
hope that 3F can be united &goes on well bahs.
thats all.
bye ! <3

apple loves
8:52 PM

changed the skin.
yes
arron rules.
but still dedcide i wunt use that bahs.
its abit toolame.
teehees.

left alot of hwk undone :(
dead !
nvrmiine. heck it.
hope can finish by de time schreopen.
lamepeez.
she havent even send myhe the pix for the exhibition :[
kill her.
hope that z2 wunt come chase after myhe.
boohoo !

apple loves
12:03 AM

its raining &raining.
just like whats happening within me.
i am tired.
worn out.
sick of this.

got into 3F.
sian.
i wanted to get into those backback class de.
den now F.
no diff from E.
hais.
dont really noe the people dere.
nvrmiine.
hope that we will have fun bahs.
gotta get a class T

apple loves
5:31 PM

i hate my life. its totally sux to the core.
my mum died. haha. yes!
as in. not the real death larhs.
but she's dead in my heart.
i will just treat her as someone who give me pocket $ &cook for me.
she wouldnt have anything to do with me.
she can just stand up for my cousin &whatsoever.
i am not gonna give a damn anymore.
they are nth to me.
i have my daddy, dont i?
so wads a mummy for? hell.
she can just go childless &stuff.
who cares? c'mon
let her see for herself.
see whether that useless cousin of mine can live up to her expectations.
i swear not to shed one bit of my precious tears for her anymore.
she just be my atm.
she's nothing but my atm.
i will move out wen i'm 18 &lead my own life.
i wunt owe her anything.
she can go kill herself &see whether i give a damn.

apple loves
10:02 PM

this's a random blogskin. herher. AARON !
zzz...
gonna change this wen school reopens.
carn find any nice bloggieskins.
loads of hwk not done. boohoos.
got into 3F. okayy larhs. the peeps in dere okayy lar.
shud be kinda fun larhs. hope so.
got 2 squadmates.
zzz...
thats it bahs.
bye

apple loves
9:06 PM

okayy. lets get this over &done with. wahwahwah. i am addictted to animes &dramas now u see. everytime i switch on the com, i will start watching those on youtube. herher. so no time to blog. but just came back from chalet. teehees. so i shall blog about it.
herher. simon's daddy is like the ceo or sth of the different resorts or sth liddat. we get to stay in the bigbig VIP rooms for as long as we want until the last day of 2oo6. herher. its like damn nice larhs. theres our own garden, swimming pool, spa, suana. there are like, loads of beauty products given in the bathroom. the bath tubs were as big as a mini swimming pool. i bet 4/5 people can bath in it tgt larhs.

15.12.2oo6
errrr. wad m i supposed to write here. its all stephen's fault. we played the bottle game and i lost. so i must be the one who post wad we have done. boohoos. not fair the rite.
nvrmiine. let miie state the peeps present first.
miie
larrie; larrisa
stella
simon
stephen
jianwen
nick
leon
lucus
chengyi
lawrence
loi

anyways wanna announce a bigbig thing. jianwen &stel finally stead. herher thats sooo great. really great. wish two of you good luck:]
we went wildwildwet that day. &i ended up with a sunburn. blehhx. the sun was siao. it went nuts. boohoos ! unlucky miie. *weeps*
we went sakesushi at night &everyone gobbled on food. good thing we have the VIP card. if not that meal's gonna cost $2oo+ the guys ate as if they havent eaten forever. omg rites.
everyone went back to their rooms accordingly later, showered &gathered in the lounge of my suite. herher. its mine. hahas. actually is mine, stel's &larrie's. 3 person to one suite. it consisted of 3 bedrooms, one working room, one gigantic lounge, 3 bathrooms, 1 gameroom, 5 balconies. thats like WOW. our room no. was 01-124. 01-123 consisted of simon,chengyi &lucus. 02-124 was stephen,jianwen and nick's room. 02-123 consisted of loi, lawrence and leon. yepps. simon wen diving at 4am next morning. it was lame.

16.12.2oo6
to be continued... (:

apple loves
7:02 PM

herher. i am finally updating. hmm. the subject selection is out. i got what i wanted. bio,elit,french,biomed. its gonna be hard to learn another new language but i will try larhs. hope that i can get into the same class as xiaofusion. please god ! bless miie ! XP

hmm. i have spent this hols fruitfully. i watched loads of dramas &animes. teehees. that the so-called fruitful. hahas.
let's see.

finished animes :
- bleach (waiting for next episode )
- naruto ( waiting for next episode )
- fruits basket
- DN angel
- tsubasa ( kinda done )

finished dramas :
- KO One
- it started with a kiss
- full house
- love contract
- ai qing mo fa shi
- tokyo juliet

currently watching :
- devil beside you
- full metal alchemist

hahas. they are all so fun ! teehees.
hmmm. nth much le. buais

apple loves
11:30 PM

arghh ! i love the song yi yan wan nian by SHE !!! its oso the theme song for tian wai fei xian.

i truely found the hidden meaning &feelings in this song. seriously. this is probably the only song where i can feel the character's emotions. but i am glad. not everyone can find a song they truely understands. some people just listen to songs &feel that they are nice. but understanding a song is completely different. its a much deeper level.

i found the meaning of this song &i can feel it. its like so touching. i cried when i heard it the first time. i just couldnt control myself. i dunno wad's happening to me but tears just keep filling my eyes. weird eh? well. i am thereby sharing this song with everyone. hope that someone will be able to understand this song. its a really nice feeling to feel for the song &the character/singer themselves. teehees. enjoy !

apple loves
12:09 AM

heys peeps. haish. holidays getting sianer &sianer sia. haish. nothing fun ter do le larhs. so have ter stick to the com. teehees. at least got certain source of entertainment bahs. but then liddat oso not good. whole day sit infront of the com &start munching on chips isnt good for health. firstly, my eyes will go blind. secondly, i will become 1254846845213694256kg in no time. so how? BOOHOO. this world is so cruel. if only i can be 'L' from deathnote.

nvrmiine. let talk about some important things down here. &of cos, its no other than AARON YAN of fahrenheit. i am like......... totally in love with that cutie. he is so damned KAWAIIII. omg. *melts away* notice his lips. they are undoubtly so seeeexy. zzzzz. wow weeeee. LOVE IT !!! ahhh~ just thinking of him makes miie drool. he is damned cute. but he's not just an empty shell. not only has he got perfect looks, he is real hardworking ! he hurt his knee wen playing bball in school (he's only 21 this year). which requires him to go for an operation. but after the operation, he cannot exercise for 8mths. but for his album, he has to dance u noe. usually people will just let it go &not dance. but AARON, being the special &hardworking one (cute one too) decided that he has to go thru this with the other three members. so he danced with them &ended up on a wheelchair. haish ! how pathetic can he be !!! wahwahwahs. really feel sad for him ! <333 jiayous aaron !

apple loves
11:48 PM

to cher
thanks. but i finish the whole thing le. no need borrow from u le. thks aniwaes/

apple loves
3:11 AM

OMG. its the most worthwhile day in my life - today ! bought the fahrenheit 1stalbum. inside got this dvd. with so mani things they did all the while. i watch 3 times aready. now got sore eyes. cos the whole thing is like... 1hour++. zzz. tired. but hu cares. will start watching the 4th time after i fin posting ! haish. damn popular can !!! sell finish the magazine called 'play' inside got fahrenheit giant poster can? fish........... den made me so agitated larhs. wen ter buy the album becos of this. but nvrmiine, its WORTH IT. its aaron afterall. teehees. lovehim. aeriously inlove with him. KAWAIIIIIIIIII !

aniwaes. becos u guys HAVE TO watch the MVs i posted. i will stop the bgsound for awhile. the sound will be back on 14th nov. teehees. SO WATCH !

Fei Lun Hai & Hebe - Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue

zzz. this is so cute !

apple loves
11:34 PM

Xia Xue(Fahrenheit) Full MV [omg]

MV for xiaxue. AARON !
must watch ! play it &it wont be blur le larhs.

apple loves
11:33 PM

KO One Episode 11 Part 002

OMG. just please watch this !!! LAUGH UR HEAD OFF SIA !

apple loves
11:49 PM

fahrenheit taking their promo shots

wohoo~ AARON RULES
YAN YA LUN - representing COLD. the third person taking the shots.

firstly, its calvin. chenyiru - representing warm.
secondly, its Wu Zun - representing cool.
thirdly, its aaron. yanyalun - representing cold.
fourthly, its jiro. yidongcheng - representing hot.

apple loves
10:35 PM

haish. tell miie how do i loveyou? i am tired. please gimme a break. i seriously dunno how to love you so that you can feel secured, so that you can feel less neglected, so that you can be happier. haish. i noe i may be less sensitive at times. but i thot u will be able to forgive miie. but i am wrong too rites. i understand its rather good that you actually care. but... u are too sensitive. i am sorry. lets both take a break. okayys? i dunno what gave you the idea that i will leave you &go with him. how did you ever figured that ridiculous thing out. of cos, i am affected by his story.but thats his past issit it? i dunno what made you think u are replaceable in my heart. but i am hurt by ur tactless words. i dunno how to face you animore. with such distrust, with such doubts in you towards me. i dunno how to continue this relationship anymore. i seriously dunno. i carn do it animore. its like, we can never return to the feelings we had towards each other in the past even if we try to treat it as nth happened. i am tired. so lets stop here and take a break. maybe after that we can get back together. thats vague. i dunno animore. i dun understand what you think animore. i dont noe u animore.

just remember this. u were never a replacement for *him*. *he* is *him*, you are you. &be sure that u can never be replacedd. haish. guess thats it.

apple loves
10:31 PM

heys peeps. stace ish back ter post. teehees. everytime oso say this as starting de hors. okayyokayy. last time le kayys. teehees. changed the song ! its by muahh beloved fahrenheit. hais. zoey ! i carn find the magazine 'play'. wahwahwah. where did you buy it! nvrmiine. later go sms her noe liaos. bet she feels damn funny larhs. teehees. inlove with FAHRENHEIT now. ha. let miie introduce them. hmmm.

#1 Wu Zun [ macho ! autumn ]

name: Wu Zun [like...DUH__
egg cracked: Oct 1o, 1980
vital stats: 180cm/72kg
fun fact: Born in Brunei, former personal trainer. bears an uncanny resemblance to Lee Hom [!]. dont mistake him as all brawn. he has a Busincess Administration degree from Australia's RMIT University. rumoured will Ella. teehees !

#2 Aaron Yan [ !<33 cutie. winter ]

name: Aaron
egg cracked: Nov 20, 1985
vital stats: 177cm/62kg
fun fact: an avid singer. Aaron also plays the piona and flut. although described as quiet, handling the paparazzi should be his forte. Afterall, he studies journalism at the uni. he is sooo cute. teehees. <333!*!

#3 Calvin Chen [ hmm... spring ]

name: calvin
egg cracked: Nov 10, 1980
vital stats: 184cm/65kg
fun fact: calvin has a masters in Economics from Canada's Uni of Victoria, &worked as a teaching assistant there. Analysing concepts &perparing reports means he's systematic; he prepares for interviews by jotting down what he wants to say on a piece of paper.

#4 Jiro Wang [ summer ]

name: jiro
egg cracked: Aug 24, 1981
vital stats: 180cm/68kg
fun fact: a formal model. he chalked up an impressive resume of music videos, Tv commercials, print ads &Tv serials such as it statred with a kiss. Trained in graphic design, jiro also sang *played guitar for a band before joining Fahrenheit. teehees. he was the first member of the band !

kayys. thats all. go purchase the cd bahs ! i am looking forward for their 2nd album. uh huh. teehees. jiayous fahrenheit !!!

apple loves
1:04 AM

quizzes again. teehees. seriously nothing ter post about. these quizzes are so true ! read them if u wanna understand &noe miie better. enjoy !

WOOOO. the lovers? how come i dontget love? teehees.

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.
You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.
At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.
Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.

Your fortune:

You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.
You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.
In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.
Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

What Tarot Card Are You?

hmm. daredevil? really? cher alwaes said i am a timid person.

You Are Comet

A total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge!

Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky diving

Why You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speed

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

yepps. i am not selfish. tyty XD

You Are 18% Selfish

In other words, you're a warm, caring considerate person.
Just make sure to get your way sometimes. There's a fine line between unselfish and pushover.

How Selfish Are You?

YES! do whatever u wan ! just dont mess my hair.

Your Passion is Purple

Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex.
You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick.
Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair.
For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure.

What Color Is Your Passion?

WOO. news to miie.

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs.

In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

of cos no one is 1o0%happy.

You Are 48% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.
You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

zzz. cher will eat up my hair ! arrghs poor hair !

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

disgusting !

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Jenny Jiggles

What's" Your Porn Star Name?

just anyhow kiss lorhs.

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

zzz. i dontcare about prezzies from the non-existent santa.

You Were a Little Naughty This Year!

While you're not likely to greet Santa with sucker punch...
He's still not too jolly about coming to your house.
You might get a small token from Mr. Claus
Like some detox pills for your liver.

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

hell. how do you even pronounce it?

Your Russian Name Is...

Zhenechka Anya Ivanov

What's" Your Russian Name?

hahas.

You Are 76% Lady

Overall, you are a refined lady with excellent manners.
But you also know when to relax and not get too serious about etiquette

Are You A Lady?

hmm. playboy? playGIRL.

You Are Batman

Billionaire playboy by day. Saving the world by night.
And you're not even a true superhero. Just someone with a lot of expensive toys!

What Superhero Are You?

YEPPS. ilove people who are AP outside but hot as fire in the heart.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

so zhun. i am a tauras ! lol.

You Should Be A Taurus

What's good about you: you're stable, responsible, and loyal to those around you

What's bad about you: you're stubborn and overly cautious - change is not easy

In love: it's easy to melt your heart with traditional romantic gestures

In friendship, you're: loyal - you'll do almost anything for a friend

Your ideal job: chef, jewelry designer, or actor

Your sense of fashion: sleek, designer, and very expensive

You like to pig out on: steak and cheesecake

What Sign Should You Be?

yes. i carn just let him go liddat.

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on
You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed
Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

What Type of Ex Are You?

scorpio? which month?

Your True Love Is a Scorpio

Why you'll love a Scorpio:

Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!).
You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion.

Why a Scorpio will love you:

You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for.
Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

kk. done for todae !

apple loves
11:08 PM

teehees. got this from cher's bloggie again. hahas. at least it gives me sth ter post. wowZ. stace is a love saint. LOLs. jk !

You Are 72% Slacker

You are pretty much a slacker. Sure you may have a job or car, but only through luck and charm.

So stop slacking! (And stop turning your underwear inside out instead of washing it!)

Are You a Slacker?

You Are A Poplar Tree

People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top.

Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage.

Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation.

You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life.

You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Are 48% Brutally Honest

Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it.

You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

How Brutally Honest Are You?

Your Depression Level: 36%

You may be depressed.

While you can be moody, your moods generally fall within the range of normal.

It's up to you to decide if you're depressed... or if you're simply having a bad week.

Are You Depressed?

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.

At work and school, you do best when you're researching.

When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.

Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.

You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

The Birth Order Predictor

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.

Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.

You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.

A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Your Attitude is Better than 45% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

How's Your Attitude?

You Are 96% Feminine, 4% Masculine

You are totally in touch with your feminine side.

Chances are, you are a very typical woman.

And if you're a guy, then you're just super sensitive.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...

But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

You Are 49% Grown Up, 51% Kid

You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.

You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.

You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.

At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.

Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.

Your fortune:

You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.

You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.

In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.

Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are a Jelly Donut

So you're a little rounder than most folks - but it's only in the right places!

You maintain a clean exterior, even if you're all messy on the inside.

You think you're the best, and that's mostly true...

But remember, you're just an empty shell without your jelly!

What Donut Are You?

You Are 69% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love.

But you're not really getting the deep love you seek.

Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style.

Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want.

Are You Addicted to Love?

Your Birthdate: May 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.

It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!

You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.

But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.

Your strength: Your superstar charisma

Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you

Your power color: Fuchsia

Your power symbol: Diamond

Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.

People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

You are 53% Aries

How Aries Are You?

You Are 7: The Enthusiast

You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

What Number Are You?

You Are 10% Boyish and 90% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.

You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.

A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.

But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Learning Style: Curious and Brilliant

You are a very abstract learner. You can grasp even the most complex theories.

You Should Study:

Astronomy

Biology

Chemistry

Computer Science

Linguistics

Mathematics

Philosophy

Physics

Psychology

What Should You Study?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

You Are From Venus

You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious.

A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host.

You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all.

Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform.

Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.

What Planet Are You From?

You Are 55% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

You Are an Iced Coffee

At your best, you are: hyper, modern, and athletic

At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty

You drink coffee when: you're out with friends

Your caffeine addiction level: medium

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance...

But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective.

You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets

You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are An INFP

The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.

Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.

It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.

But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are 82% Vain

You're beyond vain. Besides being obsessed with your looks, you're obsessed with everyone else's looks.

Yes, you look amazing. But you also need to be fabulous on the inside to be truly attractive.

How Vain Are You?

You Are 63% Impulsive

You are impulsive, which at times leads to irresponsibility.

It's hard for you to say no to all but the most insane propositions.

But you could care less. While your impulsive ways have gotten you in a little trouble - they've made for a very exciting life!

Are You Impulsive?

Your Love Number is 1

You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument

You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.

You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.

At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

What Is Your Love Number?

apple loves
1:55 AM

hey people. got this from cher's bloggie. hmm.

Who are you inside?

You are a hopeless romantic person. You think of love as an innocent light. You are a happy person and you are also opptimistic. You like the bright things in life. Many people like you for your 'breath of fresh air attitude'.
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What part of life do you represent?

you represent the begining of life. you are bright and cheerful and love being who you are!
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What Holiday are You? (anime pics)

You are Valintine's Day!
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What kind of love are you?

You are a hopeless romantic. ^_^ You dream about whoever all day (rarely anything else);) Don't worry it's not a bad thing. So what's holding you back! Go get 'em!
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How much do you love?

You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love. You can't help but sigh when you see to people kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go over board and believe in a small steady relationship at first so that it can grow. You also like to think that you can have that kiss that puts you into a portal and you can't get back until he/she stops.
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(anime pics) What kinda guy would you go out with?

You like the hot popular boy at school and you really don't seem to care about anything else. This is sooo not offensive but the pic is nice. ^_^ He is a preppy boy and probably a messy one. But you like that kind and that's ok.
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What Kind of Soul Resides Inside You?

You have a romantic soul. You love romance and relish in it. The hot boy/girl at work or school is always in your mind and never seising to exist in your fantasies. The only problem is that you're shy. You'll find the courage to get the guy sooner or later but things take time.
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What Angel Resides In Your Soul?

A beautiful angel. God would hand pick you to be his right hand angel. You are a blessing beyond blessings. You are kind and helpful towards everyone and everything. You also have a smile to lighten up the world. You believe everything deserves a chance to thrive and live on to greatness. To you, everything has a purpose and a way of living and you hold no grudge against it.
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What Type of Person Would You be Like if You were a Anime Cartoon?

You are the bright and happy bubbly person. You are always in a bright mood. You always have friends by your side and you always have fun with them. Even with your friends beside you you can be lonely sometimes but try to hide it using your happy mood.
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What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)

You are a summer. You are a time bomb of fun. You just wait for your moment to burst and let your hyperness shine. You are very energetic and people know that you are hard to get mad because you are having too much fun to really care. You are a social butterfly and you love to talk and meet new people. You keep you hyper ways up we need some in this world! ^_^
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What color is your aura?

Blue: You live through your emotions, intense highs and lows. Life, for you, is all about love - giving love, getting love and sharing love. Honesty is important to you, but sometimes it is difficult to be honest if you think it may hurt someone's feelings. Blue is deflective. You turn attention away from yourself to others and often neglect your own needs. Secret emotions: Suspicion and Sensitivity
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What kind of guy are you most attracted to?

You like the sweet, shy type.
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What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))

People see love in your eyes. You either love everyone around you ooor...somebody's in loooove, no? Seriously, though... You seem to have a lot of love in your heart right now. You're singing songs and picking flowers...or at least you feel like doing so. And we can't forget floating on air, right? Well, don't let anyone ruin that for you, and if things don't turn out...don't worry over it. There are worse things, and you know it.
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apple loves
2:01 AM

ermms. nothing ter say. suddenly think stephen damn handsome. teehees. haish. real handsome sia. whoosh. especially his new haircut. totally rocked the hell outta him. went out with him terdae.zzzz. the whole mac was like. *stares* teehees. especially wen he went out ter play bball. i can see the kinda expression on the girls' faces. its called drooling. teehees. dunno how many millions of girls came ter him for his number larhs. but lamers. being so damned AP. stephen simply told them to get lost. then they came to ME instead. asking me for HIS number. trying to bribe me. lols. but of cos. i am not supposed to give. so i got hated once again. by girls who like stephen. haish. nvrmiine. used to it le. but seriously, he is getting better &better day by day. teehees. jiayous stephen. he can become the most amazing model in the world le. teehees.

nothing ter post le. slacking off everyday. haish. mom not giving miie pocket money during hols. haish. so i shall go out as frequent as possible. so that i can get $$. teehees. hereby, i wish everyone taking Os &As the best luck they can get.

Os-->
+ vincent
+ weiwen
+ gary
+ lee xiang
+ jeremy
+ jolene
+ alvis
+ kai min
+ cassandra
+ derrick
+ ken
+ rui xiang
+ tian le

- all seniors in school. (esp. hen cute de nc )

As -->
+ jia ming
+ ivan
+ wee cheng
+ wei hao
+ larrisa
+ mei yin
+ cindy
+ renfred

teehees. thats all le bahs

apple loves
5:49 AM

haish. its such a sad day. wahwahwah. firstly, i was late for school &punished like siao. then i got drenched in the rain again. &its the last day of school. sobs.

the last day 2extra0rdinary will be together. after 12am terdae, 2extraordinary will be a history to us. so sad. its seriously so sad. wanna cry. i dontwanna go ter a new class. where i have ter adapt ter new people, new surroundings. it just feels so weird. two years. TWO years. it simply flew past. still remember the first day of school. i was kinda nervous. but the girl sitting beside miie was real friendly. the first question she asked miie was whether i liked kpop. well. kinda bahs. dere was sumone named andy whose songs i have heard before &found it kinda nice. so i told her i like kpop. teehees. i thot that she looked like a button to miie. teehees. it was all so funny. &aniwaes. that girl ish cher. behind miie was two girls. one of them laughed nonstop while the other called her a laughingfreak. they were real funny. sijie&madeline. does everything ends there? really simply ended? the years of friendship &bond between us can be broken so easily? nonono/// we will still be best of friends forever ! dont forget everyone. we are extraordinary in one way or another. wen you are feeling down. 2E will be by ur side. never gonna leave you alone. i shall remember every single one of the people in 2E. they are the most special people in my life.

#1 shixiao.
carn be anymore chioer &cuter. she is just so perfect. &she's a smartypants too.

#2 siewlin.
alwaes so encouraging &friendly. hope that she can stay optimistic &happy alwaes.

#3 sijie.
laughs. screams. cries. yeah thats her. but oso my perfect fren. i simply love her.

#4 karin.
she is ever so smart. thks for teaching miie com. teehees. good luck with *ahEM*

#5 kangen.
totally amazing. your power in speech is better than excellent.

#6 sirui.
hahas. english rep. ur english rocks. jiayou^^

#7 madeline.
tissue tissue tissue ! hahas. loveyeah.

#8 cher.
cute cher. remain round &become rounder !

#9 stacy.
ermm. no comments on myself rites.

#1o yihui.
jiayou for studies. clever girl.

#11 mildred.
hahas. mil is really a cute one. thks for being such a responsible chairperson.

#12 min ee.
cool attitude. keep that up ! real fun being with you.

#13 peiwen.
lame piece of pear. but you brought joy into my life.

#14 michelle.
hahas. com pro.

#15 fiona.
fioooooOOOna. teehees. i will steal ur honny one day.

#16 victoria.
cute cute cute. iloveyou !!!!!!!!!!!

#17 wangjue.
hope you can adapt the life in cresent girls. good luck to you !

#18 zoey.
good luck to you. with ur *ahEM*

#19 albert.
berdy !!! cute &lame one. teehees.

#2o cheng zong.
ermms. not much comments.

#21 chentao.
zzz. fun doing cid with you. hahas. dont forget sx love CaTs.

#22 edmund.
you are a great leader. jiayous.

#23 hanqian.
bahaha. you are the funniest of all. must still tell miie ur secrets hors. ^^

#24 yangjie.
make a good student leader !!! ^^

#25 bingwei.
teehees. blur one. must go campus superstar hors.

#26 shane.
errms. no comments.

#27 laiseng.
bahaha. onglai. next time can eat you?

#28 ming ze.
teehees. lame one. carn stand ur jokes.

#29 junjie.
jajajajajajajaja. love yaoqin arhs. nah nah. wrong. its ka***

#3o wenjie.
good luck ter you. with ur beloved dear.

hmmm. thats all le bahs. i will never forget about 2E, the teacher, friends &everything. you all are the best.

apple loves
11:48 PM

haish. people help miie ! subject selection for sec3 ish so troublesome. i seriously dunno what i really want ter take. but my parents really have alot ter say &do. they expects miie ter take up bi-cultural. omg can? bi-culture is just like plain chinese. 3. three subjects of chinese. who can survive that larhs. its so damned lame. its like the so called 'BI' cultural. meaning ter say we can learn about china &other western countries. however. its completely not the case. all we get to study is about china. as in. of cos, china is interesting. but. most people wanna go ter western countries &study about them more than china wad. zzz. &the school fees are like $1o0o+ each year. zzz. waste money. rather learn french. uh huh. hope that i will be able ter convince my parents. teehees.

terdae ish damn suay can. humphh. come back that time start raining. wahwahwah. got drenched. teehees. if only dere's sumone with miie ter get drenched larhs. humpph. walking in the rain alone is totally stewpid can? zzz. aiyah. heck. people !!! should i go advanced NCO course? haish. so lame. if i go, i will get promoted. but i have so many things ter do during the hols le. dunwanna waste my time on this kinda thing. however. if i dun go, i will remain as a lance coperal while my squadmates gets promoted ter coperals. ahhh. how? should i go. wahwahwah. haish. maybe i shud just go. uh huh. if not wen i sec3 that time still have ter take again with sec2s. haish. den later still have ter go out take photo.zzz. sian. cca totally waste my time &energy. rather join performing arts, can slack all the way. no need physical training, no need to stand in the sun for 3+hrs, no need prepare uniform, no need polish the damned boots, no need whole day get scolded &punished by the stewpid &arrogant seniors. walau. fcuk them can? so bossy sia. they think they wad? nth but pieces of crap. trash. tell miie wad. how many times have i told you not to wear black ear sticks? walau. they themselves wear black ear STUDS. walau !!! wad the fuck is this? siao. wan us respect them better respect us &themselves too. nvrmiine. i will just ter wait for half year more and they will be damned freaking gone. i swear i wouldnt be sumone like them larhs. dont even understand anithing &think they very good liddat. siao. earn my respect? dream on. pieces of shit. what no ankle socks? they themselves the socks can see lorhs. fuck off sia. assholes. dere was once i sprang my ankle larhs. din go for 1 mth. walau. den when i go that time. one jackass senior was like, " woah, finally see you come cca le hor". wah piang. siao. i thot i gave them letter liaos? i thot i explained? then wads with that assie talk. felt like slapping her on the face can? nvrmiine. i ren. i give way. half a tear more they can go die liaos.

pheww. haish. let my anger out a little. i just carn bring myself ter enjoy being punished &scolded everytime. no one will can? i am AP. yes. so what. i duncare. i have attitude &i shall give you my attitude. i wanna see what you can do to me. kill miie? go on. i DONTGIVEADAMN. just fuck off &get out of my face.

okayys. finally done with the scolding part. hmm. lets talk about others. came up with a new nick for sai. thats the famous CAISAI. teehees. huh. come &think of it. a new NICK for SAI. teehees. nick...sai..nick...sai. teehees. kayys. dont crap le. before i become a super big meatball.

apple loves
7:11 PM

hi peeps. i am back posting. changed a skin. teehees. so gay rites. according ter many peeps. but nvrmiine. i like it lehs. teehees.
wen causeway terdae. watched deathnote. zzz. the ending so lame lorhs. teehees. hope that deathnote three faster come out den can noe the ending le. teehees. the actor "L" was so cool &cute can? zzz. he eats &eats nonstop. yet still can be so skinny. no fair !!! kayys nvrmiine. not gonna lame here.
princess hours rockks can? shin is like so tall &he works as a model. must be so cool. teehees. nvrmiine. i am still a loyal fan of lyu. this song here is sang by him !!! duncare whether you think its nice ornot. ilove it can le. &as long as its by lyu. its nice !

apple loves
9:01 PM

miie ish in the com lab rite now. lols. waiting for that steeewpid sai ter slowly complete her CID project which is as dumb as her. teehees. she is DUMB. her thumbdrive ish oso ~~as dumb as her~~. most of the computers carn even read her thumbdrive. so she has to come to my com &try her luck. &of cos. this com can recognise her thumbdrive as it is used by miie. den dunno wad happened. she got lame. she dun admit that she, as well as her thumbdrive is dumb. &she doesnt admit that onli things used by miie can become magical. so she plucked out her thumbdrive &went around ter diff computers ter try out her luck. but toooo bad. at last, she still has to resort to miie for help. haish. pathetic. lame peep sia.

ermms.i dunthink he's not handsome afterall le. teehees. esp wen he laughs. boooosh. nopesnopesnopes ! he's became too uncool le. compared to the usual him who is damn cool. teehees. nvrmiine. not that i should care animore le. i shud love my darlingbadboy with ALL of muahh heart. yepps ! muahh love fer him is never gonna change/// nvr ever. he is alwaes dere for miie. there is no reason that i shudnt treasure someone so perfect. uh huh. i will just forget about that cooltoot. &get on with muahh life. &love him with all i have. teehees. yepps.

actually we were supposed ter go audition one. for the arts fest. its like, we prepared so hard for it can. baga eddy last minute cancelled it off lorhs. boosh//grrr. humphh. but nvrmiine. it doesnt make a diff ter miie. not say i mind alot larhs. its onli sing or dun sing onli marhs. haish. but we worked so hard and gave up without even trying. boosh. rah ! nvrmiine. but its oso a good chance for the whole class ter be united again. its been a long time before i see the unity &bond between my precious 2extra0rdinary le. teehees. i love you all forever. no matter how many hardships were dere, &how mani problems we had once encountered. let the bygones be bygones. we are still one united class. we will forever be together. never-ending, everlasting love for each other. we carn live without depending on each other.
my forever precious &wonderful 2extraordinary:)
iloveyouall.

CID must jiayous le :) teehees. since we got selected, dere must be something real great about us rites? chentao, pee, cherry, vicky, yanni, jan, pris !!! we can do it. teehees. lalalalas.

boosh. &i got back maths le. &PHYSICS. waliao ! how can sux so much. grrrr. wahwahwah. dunnohow ter tell mommy lorhs. rah. haish. heck first larhs.

kayys:) done.
buais.

apple loves
1:21 AM

yos peeplings. the great ish here ter post again. ^-^ i am a goodgurl !!! ermmm... its mid-autuum's day terdae. haishhhhh. the school celebration was damn lame can? hais. we went dere just ter waste our precious time. teehees. so halfway miie &sai went toilet. yes... "toilet". teehees. we went ter the monkeybars ter slack can. den start running &running til we damn sweaty. teehees. &wen we go back some shitty peeps were singing yueliangdaibiaowodexin. teehees. i went in at the rite time rite, moon? teehees. all the performance was put up by PRCs larhs. SIAN DIAO. dere's one gurl who sang okieokie larhs, but i see her buay song sia. nvrmiine. bet she's older than us by loads larhs. lol. den dere was dis guy, who sang jiekou. walau. its SHITTY can. i mean. it will be barely acceptable if we dun look at his face larhs hor. teehees. &it seems that his pants is gonna burst any moment on him ! bahahaha

teehees. i din cry todae. i din feel real sad. teehees. maybe i have gotten over him for abit le bahs. ^-^ thats GREAT achievement kaes. &pear is... hopeless. boooosh. she made it so damn obvious can ! humphh. baga pear. nvrmiine. expected from her bahs. teehees.

list of things i needta buy:
#1` zinc bag
#2` walkman phone
#3` mp3 [mine just broke down]
#4` a new pencil case [though mine's not old yet]
#5` nike waterbottle [faded pink]
#6` keychain from yellow
#7` sports bra
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&the list goes on...

nearly got lost with sai lorhs. cos we took 963 &took an extra stop. boohoo. &that stop is so far from the previous one can? but nvrmiine. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. hahas. becos of the greatest clever peep here. we were able ter reach home safely. tyty. i noe u admire my smartness.

teehees. gtg. buaiss <333

apple loves
5:51 AM

i am currently sucking on a redbean iscream now. sweeei. so nice, waoh. so cooling ! teehees. if cher ever sees this she's gotta drool. teehees. nvrmiine. hmmm. see i so good. updated muahh bloggie. **stephen - finefinefine. i updated &i am gonna update even more okies. ^-^ errr. wad ter say larhs. hmmm. okies lets see............. OHH. terdae 2nd last day of xams. teehees. yipee.

vic's bdae approaching le. so we went habourfront after school ter get her a prezzie. den that stoopid sai dunwan go. humphh. okies nvrmiine. &cher larhs. only brought $$7. grrrr. den mheyy &pear carn eat sushi le larhs. boooosh. so we went pasta mania instead. i love the desert ! its called bolce fromaggio or sth liddat. teehees. its nice ! its just taste so like cheesecake. yummy !!! okies.... & things continued. boosh ! sai &vic plsiepls dunkill us. u noe wad its like wen dere's only pear &miie. we will start our shopping spree u see. teehees. but we have aready selected the shoebag you see. so plsiepls dunkill us. cos after we eat &bought all e niceynice stuff, we ended up broke ! so plsiepls sympathise us. teehees. ^-^

&PEAR is the porkiest person i have ever met. porkie=dumb. she is real steeeewpid. haish. let miie tell you sumthing. she bought a few keychains larhs. den cos got pricetag on it marhs. so she start pulling with all her might. but peeps that have even e slightest bit of brain will noe that we carn tear through scotchtape. but stewpid pear dunnoe that. obviously she has got completely NO brains = brainless = stoopid. haish. her pencilcase was just on her lap can? &i told her she needs ter use scissors. UNTIL DEN she realised she has got a scissors. hahas. den i ask her ," you should have known wad." guess wad she replied? " ohh. yeah hor. cos u din tel me marhs." LOL. carn stand that porkie piece of pee larhs. teehees. but sometimes oso provide entertainment for us larhs. teehees.

&guess wad !!! YOUTUBE IS DOWN !!! wahwahwah. grrrrr. rahhh. booosh. pffffffs. humphh. stoopid youtube. i watch naruto till 200th episode le lorhs. humphh. wanna fin le lorhs. planning ter finish by this week one. den tmr i carn watch. going ter sai's house &den go back school for the mid-autuum's dae celebration. teehees. goona buy a cutiepinkie latern. duncare ! HAISH. makes miie think of last year's midautuum. haish. there was fun. there was the fullmoon. there was his voice. there was his temperature. there was our heartbeat. there was HIM. there was the carefree MIIE. there was US. haishhh. til now. ilovehim still. nopes. i carn do this animore. i must forget him. i promised ! i shall keep muahh promise. haish. hope that i wudnt cry tmr night. IMISSHIM. llovehim. *blinkks &sniffles* i wan him ter remember miie thats all. yepps.

kkk. dun blog le. haisssssssssh.

apple loves
10:50 PM

lalalalas. i bought a new phone. lols. erms. actually not that larhs. ish muahh mum suddenly felt like buying a phone. but her contract not up yet. but my mum sok sok one la, she doesnt care. she bought that phone for 600 dollars without contract. LOLS rites. but nvrmiine, good for me. i start pleading her to let me use that phone first larhs, cos my phone like sai larhs. so she found me pathetic &let me use that phone til my plan ends next yr feb &can change to sonyerricson walkman fone. my dream phone. &lols, LG chocolates are not that nice. teehees. no offence, cher &min! &aniwaes, i still hate nokia fones. ^-^

naruto rocks. i mean e show. not naruto the person. NEJI rocks e hell outta me. he ish so DAMN cool. muaaacccks. his eyes are just so cool. teehees. love them. if onli i had them rites. den i can see thru his heart le. *snifffles* &noe what he ish thinking every single sec. &i can look at HIM everyday too. wenever he ish. WOW. that will be so damn cool bahs. haish. but thats called "dreaming". teehees.

erms. tmr ish hist exam le. haish. not that worried larhs. i am worried about science larhs. bleahxxx. i dunno chem. i dunno physics. but i noe i am dead !

apple loves
6:03 AM

heyheyhey peeps. stacy is back. okies. maybe i shud blog more from now on. if not my bloggie will be deserted le ! wahwahwah. dunwan that ter happen ! hmmm. wad shud i blog on. i shall not further elaborate on the deadly EOYs cos i guess u peeps have aready heard enuff of those.

hmm. i have got several nicks now. namely, xiaopinkstar, xiaolametong and xiaoimportedporkie. bahahas. its damn cute rites. yepps. i noe. sai is damn funni larhs, all her nicknames are the funniest &most errrrr. namely, xiaobaishi (shit), xiaolamepoo (shit), xiaoexpiredporkie. teehees. hers ish alwaes e funniest. haish. sai like whole day get bullied lorhs. den ask her whether she okie, she says yes. hais. sumtimes dunno whether we went too over ornot lorhs, or whether is ish really okies lorhs. aiyah, hope she's really okies larhs. &i shud stop trying to tease her. yepps. but sumtimes she is really very stooopid. dunnohow ter say larhs. very dense.

life sux. its gonna be a busy night tonight. i havent done dance homework, havent completed english, den still have chinese !!! wah. who can save me ! boohoos. den monday exam le. haish. get over next week and gain loads &loads of freedom. yes !

** he really breaks my heart u noe? i carn stand him animore !!! its like. haish. he told me he's not a flirt. &yet he is so flirtish. i carnstand it. i hope he knows how much my heart aches for him. the moment i see him flirting ! i hate myself. GOD please. let me forget about him ! plsplspls. he really makes muahh heart bleed. he tires me out. he cries dry muahh tears. i understand that we are no longer connected in at least one way or another, but i dunnowhy. he has this spell or sumthing that just wun let go of me. wahwahwah. i wanna love him with all of me, i wanna tell him i love him still. but something for sure. i carn. its over and we left nothing behind for each other. other den the numerous heartbreaks and pianful memories. maybe its really the time to end muahh love for him. maybe it is... i shud just concentrate on he who loves me dear. yepps. &stop wasting time on a person who is only a faraway dream.
i will try hard, i will try very hard.

i shall end it here. end muahh everything about him. end my love for him...

apple loves
3:13 AM

hey peeps ! the greatest peep on earth is back by popular demand. okies. i am being lame. nvrmiine. duncare about what i have just said. EOYs are approaching, i noe e wholeworld knows larhs. but i still have ter emphasize on it. i hate it !!! wahwahwah. okie nvrmiine. hu doesnt.

naruto rocks ! neji, kakashi, sasuke, orochimaro rocks. teehees. they are handsome can. teehees. i am gonna pia finish it. duncare. den start watching other animes. hahas.

haish. there's a lil prob with xiaofusion rite now. howhowhow ? sai ! help ! u are alwaes e one who can solve probs. help. hmmm. okies.

buais.

apple loves
4:21 AM

Full name: Stacy Liu xinyue
2.Meaning of name: it totally means happiness which is absent from my world.
3.Nick name: 3.o0o over. which one you wanna noe.
4.Screen name: xiaopinkkstarr*
5.D.O.B: 14o592.
6.Current location: In front of a computer.
7.Star sign: tauras. dunlike it. sounds awful.
8.Shoe size: 7/8
9.Hair colour: black.
10.Eye colour: black.
11.Who do you look like: someone called stace.
12.Innie or outtie: Depends on moods
13.Lefty or righty: righty.
14.Gay.Straight,Bi or others: Straight. perfectly normal.
15.Best Friends: hmmm. xiaofusion, kewtiies club, 175+gang
16.Best Friend you trust most: sijie.cher.stephen.jianwen.
17.Boyfriend or Girlfriend: sweetie boyfren.
18.Crush: hmm. *** *** bahs.
19.Parents: mommie &daddie :)
20.Worst enemies: people who treat me as enemy.
21.Craziest Friend: hmm. craziest over wad? if boys... den its... ME.
22.Advice Friend: sijie. jianwen.
23.Loudest Friend: phyllis. veron.
24.Person you cry with: myself.
25.Any sisters: nopes. i am the only child.
26.Any brothers: see above.
27.Any Pets: passed on le. T.T
28.Personal Phone Line: haish. nopes.
29.Phone: ask me if u wan it.
30.Lave Lamp: nopes.
31.Pool or Hot tub: both :)
32.Your Personality: ap on the outside. talkative inside.
33.Room: my cursed cousin. argh !
34.What's missing: moon. *** ***
35.School: rvhs (dun tell anyone allright? NOs are disallowed.)
36.Bed: queen size.
37.Relationship with parents: so-so
38.Believe in Yourself: in wad...?
39.Believe in love at first sight: *nods &smiles*
40.Good listener: yes. free sleeping time XD.
41.Save e-mails: yepps. 402 emails currently.
42.Make fun of people: *nods vigorously* though im the peep hu is bullied most of e time.
43.Like to talk on the phone: with...?
44.Want to get married: with...? moon? okies !
45.Motion sickness: on the bus.
46.Dream in colours: yepps.
47.Next to you: my phone.
48.On the walls of your room: posters [ wilber pan, rainie, jay, 183club]
49.Dream car: red BMW convertible. heex
50.Dream date: somewhere ROMANTIC?!
51.Dream honeymoon spot: sydney, goldcoast.
52.Have a fling: fling. hmm. whats that?
53.Bedtime: 1o+
54.Under your bed: floor...?
55.Single most important qns: can we still be frens...?
56.Bad time of the day: wen he walk past me like i am nothing.
57.Your worst fear: cockroaches. he walking away from me.
58.The weather: rainy days.
59.Time: 2o.58pm.
Date: 2o.o9.o6.
Favourite songs: energy's, will's, jay's blah blah blah. chenyi&tank too.
62.Hardest thing on growing up: having to deal with the pain he gave me.
63.Funniest experience: nothing's fun in my life.
64.Scariest experience: when i told him i like him &he had no reaction.
65.Silliest thing you had ever said: i do not hate you. its the opposite. [ i said this to him ]
66.Most desperate and funniest things i have done to get the opposite sex: look at him lorhs
67.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: get beaten. [ ahem. cher &min ]
68.Worst feeling: when he walks away from me [ how mani times do i repeat?]
69.Best feeling in the whole: when i am with the person i love.
70.Ppl you wanna Tag: YOU. because you're reading it.

apple loves
5:42 AM

posting posting posting !!! finally decided ter update inthe end. yipee ! you know why? cos i have nothing ter do now. therefore, i will post, watiting for naruto ter load finish at e same time. teehees. so its all about naruto again eh...? teehees.

wen ter take that HSK exam terdae. so LAME can !!! wahwahwah ! its like 3hours of wad...? chinese? kills rites. den e questions are so damn easy larhs, so we have ter spend half of the time waiting for the exam ter past ( aniwaes, its 170 questions of chinese [crappo]) so in the mean time, i came up with a name for HSK &that ish : hyper-shitty-killer. yesyesyes ! peeps hu agree with this saying, plsss breathe. teehees. yepps. e whole world other than e dead agree with miie ! thks :) okies. nvrmiine. i am lame. but i m supposed ter bhey lame de. cos we came up of a subtitle under the title xiaofusion. &that ish xiaolame peeps. what we have ter do ish to be lame ! easy eh? since thats alwaes been muahh cup of tea.we have individual names too. pear as xiaolameniao [ urine ], sai as xiaolamesai [ shit ], vic as xiaolameflush. together, they are the pee, poo, flush ! next... cher as xiaolamema, me as xiaolametong, min as xiaolamegai. together that makes ma tong gai, toilet bowl with cover ! teehees. perfect combinations of a toilet cubical ! hahas, so lame rites. but issnt it wad we were supposed ter do?

aniwaes. naruto is loading kinda slow. so i shud blog more here... ermss. after e HSK exam, we went ter west mall. den went burger king te eat, shopped around for abit den go tuition, for miie larhs [ was 30min late ]. i wanna buy a zinc bag, as in, not those cloth one larhs. i find it damn nice lorhs. but den hors, terdae i go see &found nth nice. haish. if u noe my character, u will noe that if i dunfind the thing that really catches my eye, i wudnt buy one but continue going everywhere ter search instead. so i decided ter go bugis junction next week, provided if got time larhs.

aiyah. very long din blog about noodleman le lehs. so in a situatuon that i m drained of wad ter say, i shud blog about him. hmm. saw noodle with frens at jurongpoint yesterdae. hahas. went up ter say a few words den went home. he is still quite kewt larhs, but not so kewt le lehs. fond him abit tootish. but at least he got spike abit of hair at e front larhs. not bad. haissssssssh. reli nth ter say le. buais.

apple loves
2:50 AM

todae was damn lame can...? it is shitty all over. let me tell oyu about it. firstly, dere ish this stewpid thingy called e 'house meeting', lol, i dunmind about the meeting itself. it is just that i am in e SAME house as a certain peep which i duneven wanna think of...? shitty sia.

next. it has been three days since my mp3's death. haish. FUCK !!! how can it die... wahwahwah ! its like creative zen neon...? $369? &i bought it in march, half a year ago only...? whoosh ~ haish. boohoo. '

did CID terdae. stayed back til 6plus 7oclock in school lorhs. sians. haish. lazt to post liaos. buais.

apple loves
5:51 AM

tagged by that steewpid cher, so have ter do.

Single or Taken: erm. i am taken.
Eye color: black
Shoe size: 7/8
Height: 167cm.
What are you wearing right now?: night grown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now? :ehh..let's see...

FAVORITES

Kind of pants: random trousers, as long as it looks cool with a stylish belt. but i dun reli wear pants.
Animal: hamsters !!!
Drink: green/ice lemon tea
Non-alcoholic: tea !
Month: june !!! dunnowhy, hols bahs, dec sounds too sad.
Favorite cartoon: PPG, kim possible, the suite life of zack &cody.
Given anyone a bath: yepps. my hamster !!!
Bungee Jumped?: uh huh ! so fun. whoosh~
Made yourself throw-up?: I'm not that despo.Skinny dipped?: nah!
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: YES !
Broken a bone: hell no.
Played truth or dare: yup.
Been in a physical fight: nopes. but watch gang fight before. eeewks, so scary !!!
Been on a plane: yupp.
Came close to dying: DEAD.
Been in a hot tub: nope.
Fallen asleep in school: nah. dunnowhy lehs.
Ran away: from him. yepps.
Broken someone's heart: yes. i am sowwwies.
Cried when someone died: my hamster.
Fell off your chair: yepps. prione that time.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes. but how long was that ago?
Saved AIM conversations: yes ! treasures.
Used someone: i'm nice can?
Been cheated on: yes. but i still carn bring myself ter hate him !

WHAT IS...

Beside you: a ducky cup
Last thing you ate: KFC

EVER HAD...

Chicken pox: nopes ! dunnowhy.
Sore Throat: duh ! i am a human.
Stitches: uh huh. 8 stitches !
Broken nose: hell no.

DO YOU...

Believe in love at first sight: YES ! &i still trust it now.
Long distant relationships: hmm. not really.
Like school: friends only !
Question yourself: yes, ia sked myself whether i should hate him.
Who was the last person that texted you?: simon &jianwen.
Who makes you smile the most?: simon of cos !
Who knows you the best: stephen.
Do you like filling these out: it's okay actually
Do you get along with your family: hmm. dunnoleh.

FINAL QUESTIONS:

What did you do yesterday: wen ter school lorhs.
What car/truck do you wish to have: BMW red convertible/sports car
Have a lava lamp?: nopes.
How many remote controls are in your house?: i refuse to answer such unintelligible questions(:
Are you double jointed?: huh?!
When did you last shower?: just now.
Scary or Funny Movies?: scary. where i can snuggle against him.
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate !
Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: none.
Summer or winter: WINTER! sweeter lehs.
Silver or Gold: silver. gold was like sooo last century.
Diamond or pearl: diamond. wedding rings are alwaes diamond.
Sprite or 7up: 7up!
Coffee or tea: none.
Phone or in person: see with hu lorhs.

TODAY DID YOU...

Talk to someone you liked: yes.
Buy something: yepps.
Get sick: nope.
Talked to an ex: hmm. nopes.
Miss someone: yes

DE LAST PERSON WHO....

Slept in your bed: me & my hamtaro, baver, paddy, doggiepaw, piggynose.
Saw/heard you cry: my mum. wen my mp3 spoiled last nite.
Made you cry: BOO
Went to the movies with: simon.
Kissed you: same ans.
you said "I Love You" to: same ans.
Ever been in a fight with your pet: no larhs. how can i fight with my pet, i love it so much !!!
Been to Mexico: NO!
Been to Europe: Take me with you!

RANDOM.....

Do you have a crush on someone right now: yepps.
What book are you reading now: no book.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: DUH ! hammy,paddy,baver, doggiepaws, piggynose.
What's under your bed: hmm. the ground...?
Favorite sports: no favourite sport. all is well !
What are you most scared of right now?: mum not getting me a new mp3/4.
Who do you really hate?: HIM ! HER !
Do you have a pet?: READ ABOVE. i bet i said this a million times..
Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: erms. no. cos nothing is impossible.
Are you lonely right now?: nopes. thinking of mo0n makes me wanna sing ! ;)
Song that's stuck in your head right now?: wo men hai you mei you yi hou (energy)
Have you ever played strip poker: wait till I get a GREAT figure. X)
Have you ever been on radio/TV: yup.
Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: what is that?
Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed?: erm. no. but wen i dunlike that person, people thinks i do. LMFO
Favorite Locations: in his arms !

RANDOM (AGAIN)....

Whats the things you notice about the opposite sex? whether he is shuai &his height.
Your Favorite Food? CHER.
Ever get so drunk you don't remember? i dun drink.
Are you too shy to ask someone out? i dun ask peeps out !
Hugs or Kisses? depends on the person
Dogs or cats? dogs.
Favorite Flower? black roses.
Have you ever fired a gun? eh. nope. toygun can...?
How many pillows do you sleep with? 1. my head's not that big
Are you missing someone right now:? yes.
Have any pets that died that you miss? yes. my xiaoham.

next five peeps to do this : lucas, chentao, eddy, cheng yi (!), linying.

apple loves
5:42 AM

haish. school have began again. sian diao ! haish. days wen i have to wake up at 5.25am in e morning unwillingly. wahwahwah.

it was damn funni todae larhs, everyone was asking about my "new hairstyle" !!! &cher was laughing at it like siao ! humphh. well, i oso think it suck larhs. e fringe ish like some kinda prisch kiddo. BOOHOO !!! >< but nvrmiine. i carn do anithing now le. haish.

naruto rocks !!! i mean, okie... naruto's kewt. but i really like sasuke &orochimaro. although both of them are very evil. teehees. SASUKE !!! OROCHIMARO !!! e hansomestieeees !!! hahas.

buais

apple loves
2:45 AM

Name ur top 15 friends. Don't read the qns until you've named the 15 ppl mixture of boys n girls. At the end of this, pass this down to 5 more ppl. (not according to best friends, if not it wouldn't be fun)
okies, lets start !

#1! simon
#2! jianwen
#3! cher
#4! jing xi
#5! cheng yi
#6! sijie
#7! stephen
#8! pearie
#9! min
#1o! nick
#11! lucas
#12! kaiying
#13! hanqian
#14! weiren
#15! leon

hu's willing to die for #7? lols ! stephen !!! e whole nanyang &scgs ???

hu is #15 dating with now? hmm. joanne <33*

hu ish #1's favourite person? simon? me of cos !*

what do you think of #5? chengyi !!! teenage girl killer. shuai !

will #3 & #7 make a good couple? hell no!!! worldwar iv will break out ! they will kill each other.

is #12 chio? DUH !!! cal loves her !

what will you do to #8 wen you see her? peariepear ! squeeze her neck outta her ! teehees <3

will #4 ask you out for a movie? hell.no. he ish just too ap to ask me out !

will #2 ask you out alone? humphh. no. jianwen is too shy !

will lucas like me? teehees. even if he likes me, he wudnt dare to ask me out ! simon will kill him !!!

what is good about #3? cher ! she constantly reminds me of food !!!

what kinda girls will #1o go for? big watery eyes, lovely fair skin. i will thinking of shixiao. but xf &ct will slaughter me ! wah !*

will you ever like #13? hell.no. but i noe hu hanqian likes !!! if he bullies me i can make him regret !*

wen is e last time u talked to #14? teehees. talking to him now.

is #1 or #7 more handsome? hmmm. frankly speaking. its stephen bahs. but simon ish still my fav ! <333**!

what is #9 hobby? sleeping ! of cos !

what do you think of #6? blur and dumb. but i still love her !*!*!*

next five to do this : min, kaiying, lucas, cal, weixiang !

apple loves
12:45 AM

good news down here : i can watch bleach again le. yipee yay yays. teehees.

aniwaaaaaaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees, i just visited sumone's blog and i dunthink what she said is acceptable.
she still doesnt understand e situation we, she are in. so let me specify once more, i do not like him, never in e past, definitely not now. of cos not in future. THANKYOU:)

apple loves
9:19 PM

testing for stacy..
muahaha

cher loves YUNHO!!!
hahaha

yunho rocks!!
so does changmin and hyesung

and kangta!!!

muacks

apple loves
4:59 AM

testing

apple loves
2:15 AM

lalalalas. ahhh !!! hate Genting larhs. humphh. mo0n and stephen all dere lorhs. CHER CHER CHER oso lorhs. wahwahwah. feel sho weird without them. walalalarhs. humphh. faster come back. e worst part ish that they left at e same time lorhs &come back at e same time lorhs &go same place. leaving me. lols. humphh. no fair. why not they come KL rites. teehees. nvrmiine, i am crapping.

like nth happen lorhs. so like nothing to post about. let miie think. haish... maybe i shouldnt blame my cousin. lols. nvrmiine. but den hors, she is... seriously... like sumthing wrong up dere lorhs. u see arhs, she is 14 dis year, same as miie. i love c-pop &e-pop and i am starting to fall in love with k&j-pop. &yet my cousin still enjoys listening to those babysongs. like wad we call 'er ge'. like those we enjoyed singing in PG &kindergarden ??? wahwahwah. i tried ter get her on e rite track u see, ter prevent her from being bullied by the bad gurls&boys in her private school, den she die oso dunwan larhs. lols, den go complain ter muahh mum. shit her. wahwahwah. i was like wad...? trying ter help...? she dun even noe F.I.R, wilber pan, S.H.E, energy, edison chen, not mentioning what TANK, xiaozhu or 5566. lols larhs. she just keeps telling miie about a gurl called 'yaoyao' and guess wad she sings...? she sings like... er ge? lols rites. &she plays it so loud at night that i carn even sleep properly?>< pathetic miie, poorpoor stace. i tried ter introduce her ter some singers, firstly, i introduced ter her e person on my desktop wallpaper -- chenyi, who ish ever sho handsome. she was like ' thats my boyfren liaos '. like... fine wadver... just remember him and hos songs? den at nite i mentioned chenyi, she was like "hu's that?" wahwahwah, i give up lorhs.

buaisbuais;; loves yeh=)
*;;; stacy{starr____*_++

apple loves
7:12 PM

yoz peeps. here ter post le. sumthing rmarkable happened todae... &that is; i cut my hair. teehees. i noe thats rather lame larhs. but seriously lorhs, i find it sucky. i am like changed by the hairstyle completely, now i have a fringe le... which i find a unsatisfitory. e finge shud be thicker, yeah. &i m rather worried that e teachers will catch my hair, cos of e fringe bahs. lols. humphh. duncare le larhs.

hmm. some peeps are going malaysia tmr, hope it will be fun fer them. i enjoyed LIKE HELL !!! it rocked okies??? pillowfights, shopping, eating, adventures, nights without sleep. hahaahahas. 2E, rock onnn. love yeh. i ahd 3 hrs of sleep in three days, qiang man. hahahas. i miss e trip can. so treasure e time with ur classmates, 2G-2K !!! good luck. esp to you.

kaes. thats all le bahs. teehees.

buaibuais; loves.
*;;; xiia[0]piinK#starr~`*;___

apple loves
6:16 AM

carn stand my life anymore. dun i have any frigging privacy? fuck. i used to be the only child can, i could on the music wen i use e com, i could sleep alone on my queen sized bed, i could use my dresser wen tying my hair &wearing my contacts. all was well wen my frigging cousin from overseas came to live with me. WTF. now i carn listen to music, cause it will cause her to lose her concentration. now i carn sleep alone, i have to listen to e amount of noise she makes every night and end up sleepless. now i have to prepare my things every night and put them outside, i have to tie my hair &wear my lens in e bathroom, now i have to wake up quietly !!! WHAT THE FUCK is this. i dunwan dis kinda life man. i wan all of my things back, &my mum is sucky like hell, she is just afraid that my cousin will feel outcasted &afraid that my cousin will be sad, that means i have to sacrifice my everything for her. wad de fuck la. shitter. i carn stand it animore, i hate my life, i hate my mother, i hate my cousin.

apple loves
6:03 AM

FINEFINEFINE !!! its ALL my fault can ornot... how long do u have to haunt me, TEE RUIJIE. i apologise to you can? sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry . there. i have aready apologised n if u still not happy, tell me. u can have more. whatever shit u r not happy with, tell me, scold me, yell at me, feel free to beat me up. but U DUN SCOLD MY FRIENDS!!! get it u fucker. u dun blame my frens, U DUN. U CARN. U DONT HAVE THE RIGHT. u may wanna scold me like siao, i duncare, i will let u. but u dun do it to my frens. they are the best frens whom u can nvr ever have e chance to get in ur entire life, so what makes u think u can insult them in any way u like. u anything unhappy, tell ME. it will be explained. clearly. until u understand. but never ever insult or talk to my frens in that manner. u r disappointing, UTTERLY DISAPPOINTING.

aniwaes. NO ONE MENTIONED ABOUT FIGHTING PHYSICALLY. n even there is, u r not gonna take 20 at a time, it will kill u u noe.

end it pls. stop it.

J didn't mean to anger C but she has done so, without any apparent remorse nor regret. such things do not occur one-sided, J. it takes 2 hands to clap. if he was unwilling and had protested strongly, do you think C would be able to grab any opportunities to so-called flirt with him? i guess not. i am not implying that he flirted with C, but i guess you should let them settle it themselves. it is, afterall, their problem. as outsiders, we should not comment. i understand that he is your good friend and does not hope to see him in any form of trouble, but i guess he is sensible enough to solve his problems himself. labelling C as a bitch/slut/whatever is bias as she has done nothing to you.if you do not stop first [as you started it] she would continue retaliating, isn't it? what if you were her? how would you feel if someone labels you as a bitch just because you talked to a guy?
the above paragraph is quoted, i feel that it is useful n makes sense. but dun misunderstand my words again. i m still SORRY, this is still ALL OF MY FAULT.

apple loves
3:50 AM

ohmyohmyohmy. i have got so many things ter do. i have ter prepare for that steeewpid eng test &fo CID report. wad de; steeewpid cid kills man. nvrmiine. not gonna tok about dis. lets tok about good things !!!

hmmm. lets see. i have a new idol now. &thats TORO. teehees. he ish really so handsome larhs. teehees. he looks like stephen. uh huh. alot of peeps oso say so. i mean. stephen's more handsome bahs. uh huh. toro's chin like got sumthing wrong liddat; dun like. &he looks kinda sissy, with all e makeup &stuff. nevertheless, he ish handsome. yepps yepps yepps.

pris gave sai a SHE poster. but later sai found out that its wilber pan on e otherside &i adore him, she decided ter give it to miie. yays. will rocks, he ish ever sho handsome. uh huh uh huh.

kk. go do work liaos. later i still wanna watch hero de. =)

buais;loves
<33333

apple loves
4:27 AM

eeerhh. humphh. im not in luck now. haish haish haish. firstly i missed e skulbus terdae. wahwahwah. steeewpid ankle. pfffs. carn run. i knew i was gonna bheyy late yet i carn reallli make muahself walk too fast, not ter mention running. wahwahwahs. den i was just like 3 seconds late? cos that frigging bus just drove past miie? *soobbies* den i have ter go ter e taxi stand which ish rather far. den have ter ask michelle help miie book cab cos bluuurie miie dunno how to. teehees. paiseh. whats worse ish that i reached e same time as sai lorhs. lols larhs. i could have jolly well take mrt rites. humphh. pfffs. ( e first unlucky event )

den terdae assembly kena caught by chewhwee lorhs. suay like hell. she was like,' i wan ur belt a little tighter '. waliaos. she my mother meh, tok until liddat. shit her larhs. ( e second unlucky event )

*********if u think that u carns tand vulguraties, get ur face outta here.
i seriously carn communite with my mother. she ish just a mother fucker. she talk talk talk &talk. whole day only noe how to talk. wah piang. i missed my bus &took taxi rites, she needta talk for a few million years. until this damned moment she still talking. reali feel like slapping her rite in her damned face larhs. fucker. whats wrong with missing the fucking bus rites, old faggort, talktalktalk nonstop. piang larhs. fuck her damned assholified face larhs. parentsparentsparents. fuck. control myself very long le lorhs. shit them to hell la. fuckers. fucking creatures that shouldnt even exist on the damned worldd. fucking ASSHOLES.
********************
pheeeweeets. sowwwies if anyone gets disgusted down here. those who alwaes thinks that i m innocent &non-vulgur. now that u noe that u are wrong.

hmmm. dun reli have anything ter update on noodles lehs. just lubb him. uh huh. fridae ish bery wad de lorhs. his recess not e same as mine. weeets, humphh. not fair not fair not fair. nvrmiine. humphh. i dun like his taggie lehs. peeps hu noe miie well will noe y de. hahas. u all go check his taggie bahs. den u all will noe y i so pissed off. actualii not say really pissed larhs, just kinda upset. humphh. u all go see bahs.

buaisbuais; loves all of yeh out dere
*;; stacy
<33333

apple loves
5:28 AM

hellos. i am here ter post again le. teehees. it is onli 5+ now &i carn believe i reach home le. so cool rites. usualli it will bheyy around 6+ or 7 den i reach home de. hahas. i m being a reaaali guai gurl terdae !!! kaess nvrmiine. haish haish haish. i m deadmeat le lorhs. tmr ish math test liaos &yet i forgot ter bring muahh books home ter revise. blurr blurr miie. haish. another test will be flunked by stacy !!! woohoo. lalalas. &there ish so mani hw terdae lorhs. history. chinses. haish. stewwwpid lorhs. our new teacher now ish oso called zhanglaoshi &she din come ter teach us terdae. &yet another zhanglaoshi came ter teach us. lol lorhs. zhanglaoshi purposely one or wad lorhhs. find sho mani zhanglaoshi[s] for us. teehees.=)

haish. muahh frens r all hafing problems but i just carn seem ter bheyy much of a help ter them. humphh. e most pathetic ish xiaochengzhi lorhs. so mani problems bothering her larhs, problems that are reaaali unexpected. haish. reaali wish i can help her more lorhs, other than telling her that it is okies &lending her tissue. wahwahwah. min oso encountered e most steeewpid problem. she lost sumthing important. ohmygosh lorhs. den we spent a relii long time trying ter figure out all e possible culprits &thinking of ways ter slaughter that person. lols lorhs, 4 xiaofusions sitting in KFC trying ter figure things out, while another xiaofusion was in MAC with qinyu. teehees. it was kinda fun u see.

noodle? do i have ter update on him...? hmmmm. lets see. lols. i din see him terdae, so i have got nothing ter say. uh huh uh huh. &now i dun think he ish e tallest in his class le lorhs. teehees. nvrmiine, hope he grows taller as days go by. lols.

buai peeps ; teehees. naughty stacy
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apple loves
2:23 AM

zhanglaoshi's gone le. *cries* haish. i will really miss her de lorhs. relli relli miss her. even though she whole day ask miie ter adjust muahh attire, i still respect hher loads. if onli she can stay wif us til e end of e year. *sniifles* we went down ter canteen ter celebrate during PDP lesson, i tot i wun cry de lorhs. &no one was crying at that time. i aready promisedd muahhself that i wun cry wen zhanglaoshi is going de lorhs. &yet i was e one hu cried e most. i wanna cut off all of muahh tear glands. steeeewpid tears just keeps coming out uexpectedly. humphh. i must bheyy strong &accept everything like min &vic. they were so cool down dere lorhs, comforting people &eating de cake. while miie &sijie were crying like lil kiddos. humphh. from now on, i shud try nott ter cry so easily. its real embarrassing crying infront of e whole canteen lorhs. (good thing noodle wasnt dere)
de xiaofusion gave zhanglaoshi 6 lollipops, each with our names written on e stick of it. haish. its like such a simple gift lorhs. humphh. hope that zhanglaoshi will understand e meaning in it.

aniwaes. i wore slippers ter school terdae !!! teehees. cos i sprained muahh dearie ankle. it was so steeewpid. i actualli fell into a hole on de grass patch. it was sooooo sooooo stewpid. humphh. although its real pain, dere r benefits. firstly, no one can ever help miie ter pull up muahh socks le; sowwies no socks. secondly i can skip cca. but e thing is that i carn have PE lessons. i wanna run !!! pfffs. ><

teehees. i have decided that i will still like noodle afterall bahs. teehees. sumhow i really find him keeewt. lols. i am crazy. wahwahwah. but i feelings fer him must have a limit le. if not i will get hurt de, yeah i noe. teehees. humphh. hu ask he go like tj; but nvrmiine, she oso not say very goodlooking. teehees. but not say i better or anithing larhs. haish.

**but i am scared lorhs. liking yew ish very scary lorhs. ur frens are scary. esp. e gurl in ur class, that is kinda e dajieda in ur class. i think she thinks that i m taking opportunity ter flirt with yew lorhs. but we dun even tok a teeny weeny bit in skul de lorhs. haish. i hope she is not referring ter miie larhs. *blinkks*. i m scared &afraid of you &ur community.**

lols. kaess. is that all le? think so bahs. still needta go do CID le. boosh. humphh. pfffs.

buaibuais peeps ; loves from miie.
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apple loves
3:11 AM

haish. dun feel like blogging le. haish. haish. haish. life in rv ish backk ter normal again. i dunhaf anithing ter look forward ter animore. other than dismissal time. noodle was all like dream ter mheyy, going further &further away from mheyy. he was once near. but going further. dere was a week, merely a week, that i had sumthing ter look forward ter &that ish noodles. but now that muahh life ish completely backk ter normal. i shall forget about him before it ish toolate. uh huh uh huh. haish. dunwhy lehs. i feel sho empty inside miie. e memories he left miie is just shooo little. too little. for miie ter rmber him like i did for riceman. noodles is a invisible person ter miie. the he that once gave miie hope in rv. the he whom i tot i can achieve. the he whom i tot will save me. is oso e HE hu left miie empty. [PS. this thing actualii rymes. maybe i have a talent at this eh?]

haish. dunfeel like writing anithing more le. buais

apple loves
5:44 AM

i hate muahh life. haish. m i such a everchanging gurl. as in muahh feelings towards guys. that muahh frens will laugh at mheyy wen i say i find noodles keeewt? haish. nvrmiine. i bet noodles aready noe that he ish noodles le. &his frens noe too !!! shitter. nvrmiine. i wun like noodles animore le. yesyesyes. i hv decided. so mani peeps tell mheyy he got crush le lorhs. maybe i should just concentrate on muahh mo0n__ &heck about e rvhs guys. from now on, i wish that noodles will bheyy outta muahh life. i hate him.

apple loves
5:19 AM

hello peeps. this ish muahh second post of e dae. ahaha. dun say i lame arhs. maybe its becos yst i din post so i wanna post more terdae bahs. teehees.

aniwaes. i m here ter announce sumthing. i m not alwaes e guaiguai stacy u people noe okies. i have all muahh emotions &stuff de lorhs. muahh troubles &things i hate, things i carn stand. stop treating mheyy as i can accept everything u all say lehs. i may appear that i dunmind. but it really do bothers mheyy at times de lorhs. noe muahh limit, dun go too over. u may find mheyy nice ter bully or trick. but e truth is that i dunwan talk back to you &make everyone unhappy onli. but that doesnt mean i can bheyy e joke among us. humphh. i dunnoe how ter angry people oso got wrong mehs. that doesnt mean u can make use of this &bully mheyy rites. humphh. e world ish sooo not fair de larhs. pffffs.

i m gonna create another bloggie. &in this bloggie, i will write down all my 'misfortunes' of e dae. so that i can at least let all of muahh feelings pour out. i will tell u guys wen e bloggie ish ready. tteeehheees.

buais. love sum of yeh onli. humphhs.
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apple loves
4:49 AM

kaes. its 11am now. its e most magical &remarkable moment of muahh life. i finalli (after a few centuries), managed ter rmber e password fer muahh bloggie. teehees. can post again le. hahas. but lame lorhs. i actualii went ter create a brandnew bloggie le. den just deleted again. teehees. i prefer this url. it sounds nicer den riichoutfer-myheart. riteriterite. yepps.

NOODLES rocks. teehees. had noodles fer lunch yesterday. teehees. so nice de lorhs. i like noodleman. i like noodleman. aiyah. but noodleman sounds abit too old fer him lorhs. from now on. he will bhey...... e noodle bad boy !!! nice rites... hahas. yes i noe. apparently bad boys are better den good boys. actualli guai &bad boys are e best. i mean. he is bad in a wae that he will joke with u, trick &bully u. guai in e sense that he will bheyy guai ¬ flirt, &that wen u r down, he will rang4ni3 &comfort u. yesyesyes. thats kinda perfect issnt it. ahahas. perfect but difficult to find. apparently, noodle &rice aint liddat. noodle is not bad at all, quite guai (as in e comforting part) but kinda flirt (too mani gurls around him). rice is bad but too bad (too ap), but quite guai (doesnt flirt) but doesnt really comforts u wen u r down (he is probably too cold to notice that u r actuali down) lols. in conclusion, none is perfect. but i still like both. lols. in e morning, i decided i will just concentrate on noodle &forget about that rice. but wen i go tuition &see rice. i decided that i will still like rice afterall. this is so stewwwpid. if oni noodle will take innitiative &tell me that he likes me. den i will go with him le. i bet i will forget about rice completely which is good. but noodle is dense. its either he doesnt like me or he is too shy or dense to realise the fact that he is actuali e noodleman i was blabbering about all along (i gave enuff hints le kaes). hope that he is too shy bahs. n i seriously i hope that adna's words r untrustable. ah. plssiepls.

i hate hackers. rahh. stupid hackers. they hacked muahh gunz account !!! rahh. how can thay do that. *sobbies &sniffles* how can they bheyy so evil !!! *blinkks* nonono. i hate this world. rahh. *cries* stephen have ter let mheyy kill like siao le. teehees. boosh. i dunwan larhs. i dunwan to accept the reality that sumone can bheyy as evil &cruel as e hackers. how can they do this to me. now i have to start from stratch again. again. i restarted a few times le kaes. haish.

buais peeps. loves all of yew*
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apple loves
8:15 PM

noodlenoodlenoodle.*slurps*. teehees. delicioux. haish. terdae din even see much of nooleman lorhs. humphh. hu ask his recess not e same as mine lorhs. pfffs. not fair de lorhs. nvrmiine. i m supposed ter be more guaix &dun look at him bahs. teehees. haish. dun care about noodle le larhs. sijie told mheyy that adna told her that noodleman aready have sumone he likes le. wahwahwah. humphh. i tot noodleman is kewtkewt innocentinnocent one lorhs. humphh. dun like him le larhs. i am not gonna care about him le larhs. teehees. since i havent reli noe him yet. its easier ter give up now den later. lalalas. pfffs. haish. abit sad lehs. dunnowhy lehs. usualli i wun care de lorhs. i started liking him wif a feeling of trying &risking onli lorhs. i not even serious about him de lorhs. since his class sho faraway from mine. but dunnowhy now lehs. i think i had true feelings fer him le larhs. stupidstace la.

teehees. i ponned cca terdae. for e competition lorhs. lalalas. i seriously find cca uninteresting &waste of time. i just wanna spend as little time as possible on it lorhs. if ots not compulsory i wun even care de lorhs. weees.dun like cca larhs. den whole dae needta stand under e scorching sun de lorhs. makes mheyy so tanned. lols. den get scolded by seniors. den endure endure &endure. den scoldings scolding &still scoldings. haish. had enuff of it le lorhs. tues was so wadever larhs. we had forst-aid test [flunked it]. den duringg practical i was so scared larhs. &e seniors kept prompting mheyy and e casualty act til so real lorhs. hyperventilation den faint. *sobs* they kept telling mheyy there's alot of blood. muahh brain jux carn work at e word of 'blood'. den i dunno wad ter do. and started crying. wahwahwah. so embarrassing. den become i m de casualty le lorhs.

goodygood. its fridae le. i m gotta get over e competition &slack fer 2 daes. lalalas. e onli bad thing ish that i carn see noodleman. but nvrmiine. i heck le larhs. dunwan him liaos. aniwaes he sho flirt oso lorhs. whole dae go with his class gurls de.boosh.

buaibuai peeps. loves ter everyone.
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apple loves
3:11 AM

haish.zhanglaoshi going le. *sobbies &sniffles* so sad. although she whole day ask mehyy pull up my socks and put up my belt and i may find her naggy at times, i must admit she is a caring &good teacher. zhanglaoshi, i noe i have made yew worried &caused yew alot of trouble. but yew still din give up hope on mheyy. i am glad, real glad. i will rmber yew alwaes. byebye.

wen ter math remedial todae. lols. so sians... i nothing ter do so vandalised e table abit. teehees. i wrote this: stacy is dreading thru math tuition NOW. saijie sux... teehees. thats wad i wrote. hope no one sees or notices it. i wonder hu sits here lorhs. so shuay. teehees. lalalas i dun care le larhs.

CID kills. yes it does. humphh. hate it. blur cher went ter put ourr report in veejay's pigeon hole instead of mr tan's. den mr tan tot we din gif lorhs. humphh. blurblurr cherr. &chentao was so careless. he cut himself during cid. so much blood lorhs. &it doesnt wanna stop. eeewks. it was scary &disgusting. so painful. ouchieouch. den next week is mock presentation lorhs. humphh. we surely kena scolded de. pfffs. chocolate bravos must jiayous le. yesyesyes.

fridae is coming le. in fact, its tmr. mo0n. bless mheyy. yew were so good. i carn. haish. nvrmiine.

noodleman is kewt. seriously. teehees. one &two& one two three go !!!! fa hua chi. lols. haish. his blurr blurr eyes are shoo kewt. how i wish i can see them everydae lorhs. so kewttt. love it. makes mheyy melt. yeepppss absolutely. &saijie thinks that i m making it too obvious that i likes him. so maybe i should bheyy more guai &dun look at him too oftenli bahs. geez. that will bheyy so hard for mheyy. teehees

buaix peeps. loves yew all.
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apple loves
3:39 AM

heyas. finalli got this bloggie done. teachers. hate them. go around blog checking, damn. nvrmiine. hais.life totalli sucks now, its sick. i am sick of life. sumone pls kill miee !
firstly, my frigging com is sucky. i carn watch bleach wif it. f***, dis relii bothers miie... hais. if no choice i will go lan watch. but den it will bheyy sho damn frigging funni larhs. everyone down dere playing game den i watching anime. but i reli miss ichigo &byakuya. i wanna see them in action once more. summore i watch until episode78 le lorhs. i dunwan stop here. haiis frigging com. relii wanna bash it up. humphh.
one good thing. later mo0n coming over ter practise songs with mheyy. fridae fridae fridae. hope we can do well. jiayou bahs. uh huh
relii think noodleman bery kewt lorhs... teehees. blurr blurr de. teehees

thats all le bahs. no mood now. buaix.
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apple loves
12:45 AM

testing 123

apple loves
8:42 PM

lols. new bloggie. thks cher for reminding. if zhanglaoshi see all the taggies i will be bhyy dead by now le... teehees. thks

apple loves
7:45 PM